Don't cry for me...

[nudeonthemoon]

Jasmine:

I went out for my best friend at work's birthday party with all of her friends. And it was just kind of sad! She was getting super sad that I'm leaving and was saying that if I'm not going to work there anymore, she doesn't even want to be there. It's hard for me... I know that I will be more sad leaving Seattle than I was when I left for college or even when I left Seattle the last time. It just feels more permanent... like I have no immediate plans to come back. But I also find that my happiness to finally be able to be with Brian... overcomes all the sadness I feel. So I'm sad... but not really. Disappointed I'm quitting and not getting to do the whole Deloitte thing anymore... but not really.And I feel bad because I know there is going to be a lot of emotion and sadness at my going away party at the end of the month.. but I am not going to be able to be what everyone expects. I am not going to be able to get emotional like they will. Well, maybe I will just get super trashed and shed a few tears. =D