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Well yeah. Life sucks. I can't wait for Christmas to be OVER. This week was kinda long and emotional. I've been having my breakdowns again...and a lot more often, which can't be good. So I've been tryin to stay away from as much stress as I can and it doesn't seem to happen. Liz has been goin through a lot too. And it's hard because all I want to do is help her with everything but I end up with a breakdown along with her. So we decided to take a break and just spend the whole day shopping..away from Montrose. And we end up seeing a ton of people there (go figure). But it was still fun. Especially getting stalked the whole time we were there. And those guys that I might've gotten us in trouble with lol. But we stalked a cute midgit with a pink shirt and a cowboy hat. And he liked us doing it too lol. So yeah than Saturday we get a call from these guys, Lee and Brent, that wanted to hang out so we meet them at the court house and go to some guy, Wayne's, house to drink and whatever. He was pretty weird. And so was his friend...I can't even remember his name. All I know is that he was 27 and he kept hitting on me and Liz. It made me sick. But anyhow, at first it sucked. We drank a lot and than some shit happend and I almost had a nervous breakdown and I guess Liz did too, but after things settled down it was okay. Brent liked Liz, a lot. That's all he kept tellin me. And he really did like her. It was cute. He reminded me a lot of Stevie. And Lee wouldn't stop tellin me how much he liked me. He couldn't keep his hands off me either. Some Phil guy came over too. He sounded like he was gay but he was all over me and Liz so I'm thinkin maybe he wasn't? Yeah so we stayed up most of the night and in the morning we walked to Pump like 20 times. And we walked to the park to smoke and me and Liz got to play in the snow. I guess it was all fun until Brent's mom came. I called my mom and told her that no one wanted to drive us home cause of the snow and she told me it was better that we stay there. Than Brent's crazy ass mom shows up sayin that my mom told her she had to take us home and to get our fuckin asses in the car. We were pissed but we got in the car. And she's makin up all these lies about callin my mom and my mom bitchin at her and sayin that our parents are worthless and didn't care about us and how we won't amount to anything. And she takes everything out on Brent. She says she does everything for him and he doesn't respect her and she cares "too much." When Brent is the one who tries to be nice but she fuckin flips for no reason like she has terrets or some shit. It was so hard not to bitch back at her. I thought we were gunna die on the way home because of house bad the roads were. And my mom was pissed about that. I feel so bad for Brent tho. He has to deal with THAT every day? He gets kicked out all the time and she's always callin the cops on him when she feels like bein a bitch. What the fuck kind of parent is that? If I were him I'd WANNA be kicked out. She's fuckin crazy. God now I'm gunna worry about that kid all the time. But anyhow, I ended up having to stay at Liz's and got picked up this morning. And of course didn't go to school which I'm gunna get bitched at for again. Ah, what can ya do? I guess that's about all that I feel like talking about. I'm out. Night <3