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Well uh yeah. I thought maybe I should update. I just have so much shit to write and I'm still out of it. So let's see...Monday I went to Emily's and stayed. It's been the first time in a fucking long time since we've hung out. Yeah we got high and acted completely fucking retarded. We were doin the Clint Davis Victory Dance..hahaha. And we were gettin high off the fucking candy we were "smoking" Wow it was gay.
Yeah I don't remember what happened the rest of the week. It obviously wasn't important than.
Friday though I went to Liz's house and "got some shit ready" for the football game. Cody came over and than her dad got home. We went to the football game and chilled with a ton of people. Than me Liz Cody and Casey all walked down to the dirt road and smoked and sniffed a little. Casey huged me like ten times...he was so happy. He's cute. Than we went back to the game and practically passed out. We finally got a ride and went home. We smoked some more back at my house. Apparently mored effective than we thought cause we couldn't remember anything. We didn't sleep much that night..we'll Liz did. But we all slept in late till Emily and Erin came for Clint and woke us up..bastards.
Saturday was pretty much a recovery day. Me Liz and Cody stayed in the room with only the black lights on the entire day. All we did was mess around..fight and attacked Cody and what not. Than Sunday we did pretty much the same thing we did on Saturday. We had an ice fight in my room though and me and Liz totally won. It was sweet. It was Liza's 27th birthday so we had the kids all weekend. It was cool though cause they both wanted to play with Cody. "Oh man I only got two ball!" "You get it where you want it." "Wait so how do you play?" "Oh I'm supposed to get your balls in? I've been trying to get my balls in!"....haha I love when they play pool. Jalissa-"Shut up Cody! Now I'm gunna go get a knife and kill you."
Monday I took some pills in school...all they did was make me dizzy and extremely fucking tired. I slept from the time I got home untill 8 or so. But I guess they are for anxiety and panic disorders and I have a slight case of something like that so thats probably why they dont do much. Tuesday I smoked before I went to school. Than Pat gave me 4 pills and I took them. Than I had 3 more at lunch and sniffed one. I was fucked. I fell alseep during the first trig problem on the test and the bell woke me up and i get freaked out cause i thought i was home sleeping. I waslike that all day. Runnin into shit and gettin dizzy and confused. That I found out a bunch of shit about a few guys that kinda makes me sick. Why me? I hung out and got high with some Dan kid who thinks hes gunna fuck me but I DONT LIKE HIM! God people when will they listen. Went to Dewitts and chilled and than found a ride home from Rich.
Erin (Emily's sister) dumped Clint (my brother) and he was so upset cause he thought he loved her. I guess he was upset on the bus and Luke was talking about wanting to kill someone and Tom said my brother was crying. So I went to sit with him on the bus and he was crying and couldn't talk to me which made me cry. I hate seeing my brother cry. So I was all upset and everyone thought something was wrong with me. He wrote her a note saying how he'd do anything to get her back and he prays that she will get back with him and everything..it was so sad. I never knew he felt that way about her.
Me and Liz are fuckin booked! We've had to go to so many parties and so much shits goin on it's crazy. We still have to work on our "you know who" problem. Ugh..it's so frustrating!