(no subject)
last night was an interesting time. its crazy the people i end up hanging out with sometimes i swear. i ended up spending the night with greg armstead last night...dont worry i didn't do anything with him besides kiss although i certainly could have. i saw a lot of people last night too that i havent seen in awhile like frank...i need to hang out with him he's such a cutie. after dancing my booty off with mark he told me to call him afterwards lol i should have but obviously i ended up somewhere else with my drunk self. i saw remy and danced with him and i guess lizzie was there and saw us which is why he made me move half way across the room to go dance. i didn't even realize this until kamry told me after we got back to my room. they arent together anymore tho or...right now maybe i should say. she prolly hates me but i mean its not like i ever even hang out with him or anything like that. i might talk to him online and for a minute when i see him. shannon was there i went n said wut up to him n felt like an idiot. and then low and behold....in normal gangsta "ima beat yo ass" wear with the hoodie pulled up over the hat so u can't see his face all u kno is he's a biiig muthafucka was...MATT. ohhh he was lookin at me n i was lookin at him n i wanted to go say something to him sooooo bad but i knew i shouldnt plus i didnt even know what to say. he wasn't there for too long cuz the party wasn't the greatest but of course i still had lots of fun cuz i kno so many damn people. i saw jamar too im assuming they came together and i saw jamar right before he left and gave him a hug...im suprised i recognized him cuz i never seen him in the light he is cuter than his pictures. anyways...i had a baby phat beater so u could see all the bruises on my arms so i started showing him like did u hear bout what happened n he was like yea i was there n u did that to urself and he walked away i was like !!!! ARE U KIDDING ME!! dang fuck him too. i can't believe those guys are like that...that its always oh u did that to urself its not his fault at all. that makes me sooo freakin mad. it's because of how matt explains what happens it makes it seem like im crazy n all this blaaahh blaaahh ahhhh i hate him. my drunk self IMed him when i got back to my room like ohh i seen u n i wanted to go show u the at least 10 bruises i have from u grabbin n hittin me....he's like dont ever speak to me again n i was like im not ever talking to u again dont worry n i said all this shit like i hope ur mommas proud of u i dunno i was goin all out but that is officially it. i didn't expect to see or speak to him so soon, 2 days later! and so i wasnt sure how it would be but dang...it was too soon for us to see each other at a damn party we need a lot more time to chill than 2 days thats for sure. i wonder if he went to gabe n thems party afterwards cuz moe was there i heard before me def because i got there when the cops did. i kinda doubt he did and im glad i didnt leave the IM party early to go to the other one so i didnt have to see moe. im kinda sick of typing tho so ill be back later to explain the rest of my evening especially the greg part :o) too bad he has a girlfriend....i sure kno how to pick em dont i. oh my.
*~Ashley~*
*~Ashley~*