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Yesterday was a good day. Today, slightly worse.
Woke up to my mom crying about my grandma. Because she's a nurse she keeps thinking what if we did this or that instead, would she be okay now. She wanted to transfer my grandma to her hospital last week, but never did it. Now that she's too sick to be transferred, she blames herself. It's rough on her.
She asked me this morning if I want to be there when my grandma dies basically. I didn't understand how they'd know or prepare for that. My mom explained it to me and she said she doesn't want me to feel like I'd need to be there for her or anything. But I want to be there for my grandma.
I have to talk to my brothers about this and find out what they want. If they even want to keep visiting. My mom thinks they don't want to go anymore but are going out of obligation to her. She doesn't want to force anyone to come if we don't want to go. She is being really nice and caring and super not like my mom at all. It's kind of scary and upsetting.
Woke up to my mom crying about my grandma. Because she's a nurse she keeps thinking what if we did this or that instead, would she be okay now. She wanted to transfer my grandma to her hospital last week, but never did it. Now that she's too sick to be transferred, she blames herself. It's rough on her.
She asked me this morning if I want to be there when my grandma dies basically. I didn't understand how they'd know or prepare for that. My mom explained it to me and she said she doesn't want me to feel like I'd need to be there for her or anything. But I want to be there for my grandma.
I have to talk to my brothers about this and find out what they want. If they even want to keep visiting. My mom thinks they don't want to go anymore but are going out of obligation to her. She doesn't want to force anyone to come if we don't want to go. She is being really nice and caring and super not like my mom at all. It's kind of scary and upsetting.