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[nt_rly_hrtbrkn]

i worte a peom but it's really bad b/c im bad at writing but here it is...

have you ever met the girl
the girl who has no heart?
you know, she fell in love
and it tore her apart

have you ever seen the girl
the girl, who doesnt feel?
the one she loved left her
now nothing seems real

have you ever seen the girl
the girl who cries herself to sleep?
the one who gave away her heart
the heart she let him keep.

have you ever talked to the girl
the girl who just died?
she gave away her life
and has nothing left inside

i am that girl...
the girl who gave away her heart
the girl that hurt the one she loved
and it tore her apart....

I LOVE YOU TREVOR IM SO SORRY.... i would change everything if i could... i never wanted this to happen....

hey hey... today is the worst day of my life... and im afraid it will never get better.... i am so in love with trevor that idk what to do anymore... i let him slip away...

THIS IS ALL MY FAULT...

i never shoudlve doubted... i didnt think it'd hurt him like this... i ruined my entire life and im not gonna get him back...

i want more then anything in this world to have a second chance but i really dont think that'll happen...

i have nothing....

i hate myself :'( :'(