May 08, 2006 23:04
i'm going to miss all those lovely, sexy chi delts who just became alum!!! SADNESS!!! but...congrats to all of them! i still need to talk to my not-so-twin! aahhhhhhh!!!! hopefully we'll hit up the dc tomorrow. really i should also inform my big sis if i am making this big decision about going angel, but i need to hear amber first. simply because i have a feeling she'll know where i'm going with this...not to say my big sis won't. and i know that she will support me with whatever decision i make. whether it's active, angel, or inactive. not to say i'm going inactive...just saying i know she'd support me. but still, i'd like to talk to amber first. i'm just so conflicted. because a part of me really believes i need that break. to work on school, and my job. but then there's the part that just really hopes i'll find my lil sis in the girls next semester. but it's not for sure. but is that the only reason why i'm staying? i need to think.