That's right: I am now a butterfly. (If you are religiously hateful, don't read this because you'll think I'm a fool. But, maybe you should. It might change your mind.)
I attended Chrysalis, thinking that it would be like YSOCM to an extent. It wasn't. It was different...and it changed my life. I had felt for a long time that I was a "on the fence" Christian: I could go to church the day after I had been doing...sinful things the night before. I liked communion because it was cleansing...yet my heart was not totally in the right place while I took it. The cyst has since caused my sex life to cease, which was a blessing in disguise, really. Through many different activities and prayers, I have found strength in God and I am hoping to grow spiritually from now on. I also made friends in Christ...nearly 50 of them, who are all wonderful, creative, fantastic girls. I have even got Jason interested in attending the Walk with Emmaus, which is the older adult program. I am glad to spread God's Love and His Word to others.
News about my cyst: From the CAT scan on Monday to the Ultrasound done Friday, the cyst had grown 2cm. Surgery has now become necessary. It is set for Thursday morning. I'm scared, but I am also thinking that it will be simple and that God is on my side.
Sorry this is so short and sorta...not very together, but I'm on a little Vicadin high (not on purpose) and I'm so out of it.
Want more info? Check out www.myAIMnameisMy2getherBoy.com For Walk of Emmaus info:
http://www.upperroom.org/emmaus/ and Chrysalis info:
http://www.upperroom.org/chrysalis/ Goodnight