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she's gonna be here tomorrow. about 26 and a half hours.
and i'm so fuckin excited. it's all i think about really.
it's pretty interesting how she just became a part of me so quickly. and it's hard to have part of you missing. but it's coming back to me for a short while. and i know it's going to be completely refreshing.
yesterday i told my roommate i have a crush on him. it was pretty nonchalante, so i think it's not awkward. i think we're so cool that even if it was awkward for a minute, that would go away. plus, i don't have a crush all the time. but i really admire him and enjoy him very much. mostly as a really close friend, but sometimes i find it fun to feel more than that. and it's fun because i know that's all it really is. just thinking about it. nothing else will happen any time soon. and i'm definitely happy about that. because i really do like being his close friend. and i'm totally stuck on this beautiful amazing woman who's coming to visit tomorrow. yay
mmm mmm mmm
and i'm so fuckin excited. it's all i think about really.
it's pretty interesting how she just became a part of me so quickly. and it's hard to have part of you missing. but it's coming back to me for a short while. and i know it's going to be completely refreshing.
yesterday i told my roommate i have a crush on him. it was pretty nonchalante, so i think it's not awkward. i think we're so cool that even if it was awkward for a minute, that would go away. plus, i don't have a crush all the time. but i really admire him and enjoy him very much. mostly as a really close friend, but sometimes i find it fun to feel more than that. and it's fun because i know that's all it really is. just thinking about it. nothing else will happen any time soon. and i'm definitely happy about that. because i really do like being his close friend. and i'm totally stuck on this beautiful amazing woman who's coming to visit tomorrow. yay
mmm mmm mmm