how I vented today
What do you miss most about your ex?
Caitlin: the person I thought she was.
Caitie: nothing.
the others... I cant say much about them.. If I really wanted them around they'd be around
are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
what did you do yesterday?
hangover, Vision, alcohol. And since I'm a reject and clares leaving and I'm feeling pretty messy right now, I'll be drinking more later, I'm sure
something you really want right now?
Chicago.
what were you doing an hour ago?
being pissed off
if you could seek revenge on someone would you?
no
how long have you liked the person you like?
does any part of your body hurt right now?
my neck, my ear, same for days
did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
of course not. no one has.
can you recall the last time you liked someone?
are you happy with the way things are going?
no. especially not this morning
would you ever get a tattoo?
I have two and want more
do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
clearly. no
who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ashley
who was the last person you talked to in person?
James.. hes half dead on my couch, passed out drunk, and has some blankets to wash for me later. damned pukers.
what plans do you have for tomorrow?
um. I'm in a classroom at some point for a panel
has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
maybe.
what are you listening to right now?
Across the Universe.
what happened at 9:00 am today?
I was out cold
ever given your all to someone who walked away?
yes. more than once.
do you and your last ex hate each other?
Rosie? lord no. I love rosie. I miss having her around.
what are you afraid of?
that the feeling I have that I know I'll be an untouchable forever is completely true. the only thing I hate about transitioning is that I developed the feeling then and It hasnt once waivered, thats contributing to my anger though.
when was the last time you were sick?
I've got a lot of sinus problems right now
are you one of those people who are always cold?
yeah, feet and shoulders.
where are your biological parents?
Dads in Vegas this week. Moms eating pringles on the couch. haha
do you have any summer plans yet?
not yet. I'm getting really antsy
do you tend to waste a lot of money?
sometimes. but when I do its on time spent with my friends.
what did you last drink?
a bit of coke from the fridge. nothings settling yet really. I'm eating so that'll shift.
when's the last time you made a drunk dial?
well if you know you're going out, go out in style right. So I drunk dialed last night on Lizz's command to share how I feel. I knew better though so instead I apologized for drunk dialing. I'm a winner.
what was the last thing you said out loud?
good james, good.
do you have trust issues?
yeah.. because everyone waits till I let them in to reject me. or.. theyre the person who just abuses the shit out of me when I let them in. those are cool too. All of these have developed a sometimes voliatile reaction in me, fortunately that reaction is 100% self-directed.
do you think this year will be better than the last?
yes.
have you ever regretted kissing someone?
no.
have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
yeah
do you think age matters in relationship?
sometimes apparently
when was the last time you got a haircut?
I cut my hair this week
do you know anyone that smokes weed?
like.. oh me?
who is the last person you rode in a car with?
E.Lannigan drove me and james to my house last night
did you sing at all today?
no
do you look more like your mom or your dad?
whichever I'm standing next to. really.
where will you be 2 hours from now?
probably right here on my lazy ass
are there any stressful situations in your life?
always
got yourself a girlfriend/boyfriend?
OBVIOUSLY NOT. yeah im pissy right now. I should post this on myspace
do you have blonde moments each day?
no
what would you do if your last ex shows up at your bedroom window?
good luck, my rooms on the second story
what color are your eyes?
blue
are your nails painted?
no
do you think love is a waste of time?
no. maybe
do you ever get 'good morning' texts from anyone?
no but I'm the schmuck who sends them
where is your cell phone?
charging next to me
what time did you go to sleep last night?
3
what woke you up today?
my neck
how is your hair right now?
same as always
do you wear makeup?
no
do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
so far they havent been. I'm assuming that will change?
are you a bad influence?
no, maybe a little
do you think anyone has feelings for you?
NO, even though she keeps reassuring me itll be fine.
how many texts are in your inbox?
like 110
besides this, what are you doing right now?
listening to across the universe, about to watch more of Lie To Me. that shows good!
will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
hell no
are you currently waiting to get a body piercing or tattoo?
i'm waiting for name change and surgery first
angry at anyone?
yeah. Kaleigh
are you tired right now?
yeah
will you get married?
I'm not so sure that will come
are you jealous?
yeah. let her have stupid bagface creeper. what does it say about me that I'm mixed in with all these guys. am I a creeper, jerk, asshole, fuckup, whiny bitch too? REALLY? I am?
when was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
ben mack. at mac and joes. 2 nights ago. or TJ last night. who went on a justification diatribe to me about why using the word faggot to describe this girl he was hitting on's ex was ok.
do you like the color green?
yeah
do you like your name?
Id better, I picked it
who was the last girl you talked to?
chrissy
ho would you want to fix things with?
I'm grumpy as shit, but I really wish things could be ok with Kaleigh
do you miss summertime?
yes and no. If I had no binders I'd love summer way more
would you date someone taller
im only 5'5"
Caitlin: the person I thought she was.
Caitie: nothing.
the others... I cant say much about them.. If I really wanted them around they'd be around
are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
what did you do yesterday?
hangover, Vision, alcohol. And since I'm a reject and clares leaving and I'm feeling pretty messy right now, I'll be drinking more later, I'm sure
something you really want right now?
Chicago.
what were you doing an hour ago?
being pissed off
if you could seek revenge on someone would you?
no
how long have you liked the person you like?
does any part of your body hurt right now?
my neck, my ear, same for days
did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
of course not. no one has.
can you recall the last time you liked someone?
are you happy with the way things are going?
no. especially not this morning
would you ever get a tattoo?
I have two and want more
do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
clearly. no
who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ashley
who was the last person you talked to in person?
James.. hes half dead on my couch, passed out drunk, and has some blankets to wash for me later. damned pukers.
what plans do you have for tomorrow?
um. I'm in a classroom at some point for a panel
has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
maybe.
what are you listening to right now?
Across the Universe.
what happened at 9:00 am today?
I was out cold
ever given your all to someone who walked away?
yes. more than once.
do you and your last ex hate each other?
Rosie? lord no. I love rosie. I miss having her around.
what are you afraid of?
that the feeling I have that I know I'll be an untouchable forever is completely true. the only thing I hate about transitioning is that I developed the feeling then and It hasnt once waivered, thats contributing to my anger though.
when was the last time you were sick?
I've got a lot of sinus problems right now
are you one of those people who are always cold?
yeah, feet and shoulders.
where are your biological parents?
Dads in Vegas this week. Moms eating pringles on the couch. haha
do you have any summer plans yet?
not yet. I'm getting really antsy
do you tend to waste a lot of money?
sometimes. but when I do its on time spent with my friends.
what did you last drink?
a bit of coke from the fridge. nothings settling yet really. I'm eating so that'll shift.
when's the last time you made a drunk dial?
well if you know you're going out, go out in style right. So I drunk dialed last night on Lizz's command to share how I feel. I knew better though so instead I apologized for drunk dialing. I'm a winner.
what was the last thing you said out loud?
good james, good.
do you have trust issues?
yeah.. because everyone waits till I let them in to reject me. or.. theyre the person who just abuses the shit out of me when I let them in. those are cool too. All of these have developed a sometimes voliatile reaction in me, fortunately that reaction is 100% self-directed.
do you think this year will be better than the last?
yes.
have you ever regretted kissing someone?
no.
have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
yeah
do you think age matters in relationship?
sometimes apparently
when was the last time you got a haircut?
I cut my hair this week
do you know anyone that smokes weed?
like.. oh me?
who is the last person you rode in a car with?
E.Lannigan drove me and james to my house last night
did you sing at all today?
no
do you look more like your mom or your dad?
whichever I'm standing next to. really.
where will you be 2 hours from now?
probably right here on my lazy ass
are there any stressful situations in your life?
always
got yourself a girlfriend/boyfriend?
OBVIOUSLY NOT. yeah im pissy right now. I should post this on myspace
do you have blonde moments each day?
no
what would you do if your last ex shows up at your bedroom window?
good luck, my rooms on the second story
what color are your eyes?
blue
are your nails painted?
no
do you think love is a waste of time?
no. maybe
do you ever get 'good morning' texts from anyone?
no but I'm the schmuck who sends them
where is your cell phone?
charging next to me
what time did you go to sleep last night?
3
what woke you up today?
my neck
how is your hair right now?
same as always
do you wear makeup?
no
do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
so far they havent been. I'm assuming that will change?
are you a bad influence?
no, maybe a little
do you think anyone has feelings for you?
NO, even though she keeps reassuring me itll be fine.
how many texts are in your inbox?
like 110
besides this, what are you doing right now?
listening to across the universe, about to watch more of Lie To Me. that shows good!
will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
hell no
are you currently waiting to get a body piercing or tattoo?
i'm waiting for name change and surgery first
angry at anyone?
yeah. Kaleigh
are you tired right now?
yeah
will you get married?
I'm not so sure that will come
are you jealous?
yeah. let her have stupid bagface creeper. what does it say about me that I'm mixed in with all these guys. am I a creeper, jerk, asshole, fuckup, whiny bitch too? REALLY? I am?
when was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
ben mack. at mac and joes. 2 nights ago. or TJ last night. who went on a justification diatribe to me about why using the word faggot to describe this girl he was hitting on's ex was ok.
do you like the color green?
yeah
do you like your name?
Id better, I picked it
who was the last girl you talked to?
chrissy
ho would you want to fix things with?
I'm grumpy as shit, but I really wish things could be ok with Kaleigh
do you miss summertime?
yes and no. If I had no binders I'd love summer way more
would you date someone taller
im only 5'5"