Oct 13, 2005 19:46
wow can i just say that i had one of the most emotional and inspiring hour and a halfs ever. im not going to recount everything because ive already retold it to some extent probably like 7 times today. but i just want to tell everyone that I love u and every single one of u has impacted me in some way or another. so thank you. and to my closest friends thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin and dealing with all of my crap when i in my moods and ur welcome for dealing with urs. this high school experience is really an amazing thing. it all seems to mean so much now but i think one of the parts of todays talk was devries talk was this:
"so you and the person sitting next to u are laughing and have shared in many things in the past 4 years, but i can almost guarentee u, with the exception of maybe a couple of u, at your ten year reunion when u go up to shake the hand of that person next to u, that ur eyes will glance down to the nametag on their chest before giving smiling at them and saying hey we had a class together right?"
wow i sit in my classes or in the quad or in our various cars with my friends laughing, having experiences that "we'll never forget" but the sad part is there will be a day when these memories will have become so faint that i'll think of someone and think to myself were we good friends, or least why do i feel like theres something ive forgotten.
im so scared of this. i know ill make new friends. but what about the old ones. all the firsts and sworn lasts of my teenage years. ah wow its just all mind boggling and incredibly depressing.
ah no more rambling..
so once again thanks everyone..