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i just had to come home i was exhausted, weak and was freezing even though it was 80 degrees outside. i was on the verge of falling asleep during 1st and 2nd so i just had to take a break. its not like i missed anything. i rented Crash. i liked it. it was quite a good movie that really made me think. it was all about racism, prejudice, and how people's lives intertwine and affect each other sometimes without even really realizing it.
thats quite a thing to think about. every once and a while after spending time with someone or even sharing just a second, i stop and think to myself how much certain people affect me. and the funny and sometimes ironic thing is that most of the time theyll never even know it.
often ill just be watching a friend laugh, cry, or just sit there and realize how much my friends mean to me and how big of an impact they have on my life. the other day natasia and i were just sitting during 4th period and after laughing for minutes straight about some time we'd had. and suddenly she turns to me and says "oh my god melissa i just realized, what the hell am i gonna do next year when ur gone!" and thats just gotten me thinking about everything and every day since has just been a reminder.
mr zaunius was talking in class today about how teenagers just get themselves in depressed moods. and that most of the times we will make ourselves sad on purpose. at first i completly disagreed with him, but then i started thinking about how yea its true sometimes a song will come on and even if its not a sad song, itll trigger something, and how we really could stop ourselves from feeling this way if we tried, but we just seem to continue to push ourselves deeper and deeper just cuz we can, and because as strage as this may seem, it actually makes us feel better to have moments of depression.
my thoughts for the day..maybe its just the cold medicine talking but..chew on that for a while..
thats quite a thing to think about. every once and a while after spending time with someone or even sharing just a second, i stop and think to myself how much certain people affect me. and the funny and sometimes ironic thing is that most of the time theyll never even know it.
often ill just be watching a friend laugh, cry, or just sit there and realize how much my friends mean to me and how big of an impact they have on my life. the other day natasia and i were just sitting during 4th period and after laughing for minutes straight about some time we'd had. and suddenly she turns to me and says "oh my god melissa i just realized, what the hell am i gonna do next year when ur gone!" and thats just gotten me thinking about everything and every day since has just been a reminder.
mr zaunius was talking in class today about how teenagers just get themselves in depressed moods. and that most of the times we will make ourselves sad on purpose. at first i completly disagreed with him, but then i started thinking about how yea its true sometimes a song will come on and even if its not a sad song, itll trigger something, and how we really could stop ourselves from feeling this way if we tried, but we just seem to continue to push ourselves deeper and deeper just cuz we can, and because as strage as this may seem, it actually makes us feel better to have moments of depression.
my thoughts for the day..maybe its just the cold medicine talking but..chew on that for a while..