monday
This weekend I was doing so well. I fasted up until about 5 on saturday then gave into a salad.
I am so sick of my body. god. i dont know why i keep letting myself eat. im bored and homesick. i guess thats the only reason. and i always think itll make me feel better but it never does. boo i am so depressed right now.
i wish i could just drop out of life and curl up in a ball somewhere for like 2 weeks and not have any food and get all the sleep i need. blahhh. i need to start fasting again. or at least getting control back of my life.
i tried on a LBD this weekend in a size smaller then i normally take and it totally fit and looked hot. im stoked for that but im sure when i go back to buy it ill think it looks sick and end up not buying it. hah. gosshhh. i should go home now. good luck ladys, think thin.
I am so sick of my body. god. i dont know why i keep letting myself eat. im bored and homesick. i guess thats the only reason. and i always think itll make me feel better but it never does. boo i am so depressed right now.
i wish i could just drop out of life and curl up in a ball somewhere for like 2 weeks and not have any food and get all the sleep i need. blahhh. i need to start fasting again. or at least getting control back of my life.
i tried on a LBD this weekend in a size smaller then i normally take and it totally fit and looked hot. im stoked for that but im sure when i go back to buy it ill think it looks sick and end up not buying it. hah. gosshhh. i should go home now. good luck ladys, think thin.