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[nozomi_noir]

I will never settle for anything less
Than what I think is best for me
Everyone thinks they know what I want and what I need
But they don’t know what would make me happy

I ask myself if they really cared
Why can’t they just bless me
And send me on my way
If the world is out to test me
Well I’d rather be damned
As long as I still have my say in this

I’m not looking for an escape
I’m not looking for an easy way out
I’m in this for the long run
Even If I have to go through hell
I will get there even if you try to drag me down

I will never go only half way and forfeit my chances
Why bother doing anything if you don’t plan to succeed
Everyone believes they know what I want and what I need
But they don’t know how strong and determined I can be

I’m not looking for an escape
I’m not looking for an easy way out
I’m in this for the long run
Even If I have to go through hell
I will get there even if you don’t believe in me

You will never hear me say I surrender
If it looks as though I am giving up
It just means that I’ve found bigger and better dreams to chase
Because a dream is something I try to turn to reality
And when there is no one left for me to depend on
I will still be left standing

Because I will not let go despite how hard times may be
I will not surrender to pain and uncertainty
If this is what I must endure to prove to you how much I want this
Then so be it

I’m not looking for an escape
I’m not looking for an easy way out
I’m in this for the long run
Even though I must go through Hell
I will get there

~Nozomi