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Today was weird. My roommate showed up with her family while I was still in pjs this morning. And then her family was trying to move my furniture around to make her furniture arrangement better. Well I didn't have a say in my furniture arrangement last year and I didn't have my family come in and make a big deal. I know they only wanted it to be fair, but I got here the day I was supposed to and I picked where I wanted to sleep and stuff. Oh well, no big deal, except I was already kind of upset, and this only made me want to break down. I have no idea why. I tried to call people, Bonnie was the only one who answered. I just felt lost in this big city with no where to go and no one to turn to.
Then after working in the game room from 4 to 6, I discovered Chadwin, who was getting ready for an ice cream social to welcome new members to the band. Well, I decided to go and I had fun playing games and talking to n00bs. Then afterwards I went out with Chad and some other people from band and we went to some kid's dorm and they were all drinking and I wasn't. I felt a bit left out, because they seemed more akin to each other, and I felt like a baby. I didn't know any of their drinking games. I learned one but I never drank on my turn so the fun was lost on me. That's ok though. I think I at least was gracious and kept my spirits up despite my tiredness. I left a little early because my stomach had been bothering me for a while, but Chadwin wanted me to stay. He asked me about him, and I told him we broke up and he was immediately shocked and sad and supportive, saying how sorry he was and that we'll talk tomorrow. Despite the fact that he was drunk. I hope he remembers though.
Then I was a bit irked when I came back to my room. My roommate was already asleep by 11:30. But that wasn't what got me. It was the fact that the blinds on the window on my side of the room were down. Now, first this angers me because I don't know how she even put them down, but it required her to come into my space. And secondly, I absolutely hate it when people pull down the blinds on windows. We have these big beautiful windows in our room, with lots of light and if I can help it, I will open mine as wide as possible and make sure she never closes them. If I could I would throw the damn blinds out. My other roommate did this to me last year, except then there was only one window and I went about always opening the blinds when she wasn't around. Now I have my own and I will do with it what I damn well please. I'm not paying $5000 to not have control over my own window.
Despite this, it's still quite lonely in the city.
Nozomi
p.s. Somebody is having a really loud party next door. I hope I can sleep despite this,
Also, I hope he's talked to someone.
Then after working in the game room from 4 to 6, I discovered Chadwin, who was getting ready for an ice cream social to welcome new members to the band. Well, I decided to go and I had fun playing games and talking to n00bs. Then afterwards I went out with Chad and some other people from band and we went to some kid's dorm and they were all drinking and I wasn't. I felt a bit left out, because they seemed more akin to each other, and I felt like a baby. I didn't know any of their drinking games. I learned one but I never drank on my turn so the fun was lost on me. That's ok though. I think I at least was gracious and kept my spirits up despite my tiredness. I left a little early because my stomach had been bothering me for a while, but Chadwin wanted me to stay. He asked me about him, and I told him we broke up and he was immediately shocked and sad and supportive, saying how sorry he was and that we'll talk tomorrow. Despite the fact that he was drunk. I hope he remembers though.
Then I was a bit irked when I came back to my room. My roommate was already asleep by 11:30. But that wasn't what got me. It was the fact that the blinds on the window on my side of the room were down. Now, first this angers me because I don't know how she even put them down, but it required her to come into my space. And secondly, I absolutely hate it when people pull down the blinds on windows. We have these big beautiful windows in our room, with lots of light and if I can help it, I will open mine as wide as possible and make sure she never closes them. If I could I would throw the damn blinds out. My other roommate did this to me last year, except then there was only one window and I went about always opening the blinds when she wasn't around. Now I have my own and I will do with it what I damn well please. I'm not paying $5000 to not have control over my own window.
Despite this, it's still quite lonely in the city.
Nozomi
p.s. Somebody is having a really loud party next door. I hope I can sleep despite this,
Also, I hope he's talked to someone.