pass me the coffee
i seriously need to start getting my shit together.
i have been fucking around way too much lately and i cant afford it anymore.
i'm sick of being stressed out and going crazy and feeling like i'm going to explode because i have so much shit to do (mainly school stuff, but some other stuff as well).
i hate when i fuckin do this to myself!
and it's been a vicious cycle lately that really needs to stop already.
TIME DOESNT FUCKING STOP, LEXI!
ME vs Mar. 31st (who will win?)
-3/4 of a book to still read
-then write a whole complicated essay on
-2 very long chapters in another book to read and do reading-notes on
(plus a quiz on them)
-my pharm tech recertification shit to still finish, consisting of at least 3 more rather long readings on random health-related stuff plus quizzes on them to pass (oh, and to top the stress of that off, my pharmacy manager is requiring that all of us be certified (or recertified, like in my case) (you have to recertify with continueing education stuff every 2 yrs) or we're fired.
EXCELLENT!
and i'm sure there's a lot of little things in between that i'll remember i have to get done last minute (like i have been oh-so-great at mastering lately)
yeah, i know it could be worse... (and it has been!)
but right now all i want to do is sleep.
and go out and have fun
and be carefree
but i just cant afford it anymore.
and i know it's my fault that i have allowed procrastination to eat me alive.
and it's the price i am paying.
ok.
time to memorize 4 diagrams and 100 words along with their spelling, word roots, definitions, etc. in 3 hours for my med terminology class.
woo!
(at least i have someone who loves me enough to write out all my notecards for this test and spare me the time) much appreciated!
<3 thank you, baby. xoxox
i have been fucking around way too much lately and i cant afford it anymore.
i'm sick of being stressed out and going crazy and feeling like i'm going to explode because i have so much shit to do (mainly school stuff, but some other stuff as well).
i hate when i fuckin do this to myself!
and it's been a vicious cycle lately that really needs to stop already.
TIME DOESNT FUCKING STOP, LEXI!
ME vs Mar. 31st (who will win?)
-3/4 of a book to still read
-then write a whole complicated essay on
-2 very long chapters in another book to read and do reading-notes on
(plus a quiz on them)
-my pharm tech recertification shit to still finish, consisting of at least 3 more rather long readings on random health-related stuff plus quizzes on them to pass (oh, and to top the stress of that off, my pharmacy manager is requiring that all of us be certified (or recertified, like in my case) (you have to recertify with continueing education stuff every 2 yrs) or we're fired.
EXCELLENT!
and i'm sure there's a lot of little things in between that i'll remember i have to get done last minute (like i have been oh-so-great at mastering lately)
yeah, i know it could be worse... (and it has been!)
but right now all i want to do is sleep.
and go out and have fun
and be carefree
but i just cant afford it anymore.
and i know it's my fault that i have allowed procrastination to eat me alive.
and it's the price i am paying.
ok.
time to memorize 4 diagrams and 100 words along with their spelling, word roots, definitions, etc. in 3 hours for my med terminology class.
woo!
(at least i have someone who loves me enough to write out all my notecards for this test and spare me the time) much appreciated!
<3 thank you, baby. xoxox