What am I doing to my LIFE?
I've just realised, I have a very, very monotonous way of life. I'm living my life without any excitement, or enthusiasm, or something to really make my life worth living. I'm just a normal polytechnic student, with very normal classmates, who are easy-going, hard-working, great-great people (unlike me), I mean, they're admirable people.
As for me, I'm a person of a few words, I think too much on what people may think about me, I'm a person who cares about little details, take for example, others' feelings, how I act towards them - was it too much, or does it seem as though I don't care... Even right now, I'm thinking whether I should just use this word or that.
But when I get into something, I try to go through with it all the way. Like how I was just thinking about renting a Harry Potter movie dvd today. I really do feel like doing it. Or maybe the worse example could be that, I'm very into J-pop boybands and that I could talk about them for a whole half an hour (assuming that I could find a person I could talk about this to). The thing is, due to this obsession, I don't know what I'm doing to my life any more. I listen to their songs most of the time. I try to find new updates about them everyday. I look through their live performances and be amazed at their voices and their dance moves, no matter how many times I've watched them perform. All of this, they're taking up most of my time, that's supposed to be used for studying and sometimes, bonding with my family even. Most of the time I'm surfing the net for their updates and watching videos of their performances until the wee hours of the morning.
I sometimes even I wish could go all the way to Japan to catch their concerts and feel how it's like to be involved in their music. Man, do I wish. A lot!
Anyways, Kanjani8 ROCKS!, by the way... Love their new single: LIFE ~目の前の向こうへ~(LIFE ~Me no mae no Mukou e~) [Released Date: 2010.08.25]
This time, its a song about facing life and the lyrics are just meaningful... Ooh, they're playing their instruments for this song too! I've always wanted them to play their songs instead of just singing and dancing to them! Not to mention, I've always liked their lives and this one is no doubt!
