Story? Nah~ Its real XD
After a few months... YeS!! I finally have something on my mind that I felt that I need to write it down somewhere....
YEA~ This is Noveshia~ :D
its been a while... but.. I just wanted to write this down. Sorry for the intrusion~ ~ XD
2 days ago, my cousin came back from hospital and she’s smiling ever so brightly! Just a month ago, she was jumping about being energetic, playing around with my younger sis w/o a timeout. Then sometimes she would come and bother me on my computer saying, “That singer’s really baad~” , and all, I got a little irritatd and angry saying, “ You don’t know this person! You cant judge a person like that at all! Its not good!” But she just shrugged and resumed playing with my yngr sis and hers. I was thinking This girl’s no good at all~
While I got over that quickly, few days passed by the same way too. That was when I heard that she has been crying non-stop - whenever people touch her she’d cry, whenever my grandma wanted her to eat she’d cry, whatever physical contact anyone makes with her, she’d cry. It went on for days, with no progress at all. I was thinking smthg must hv gone terribly wrong smwhere and my mind concluded that she must have been possessed! And so, my aunt and uncle got her to the hospital to figure out the problem. We wouldn’t have guessed that she has some sorta growth going on in her brain that she needs to be admitted quickly so that they could do tests on her.
I was worried but not to the extent of crying for her. Well, at least the thought counts, right?
A few days later, she was scheduled to have an operation to get rid of the “liquid” from her brain. I was silently praying for the success of it. I wasn’t there when it all happened but my thoughts were really with her. I heard that they had to crack the skull to do it. When my parents mentioned that, I couldn't help picturing it and uah~ the pain that comes along with it... unimaginable!
But a day ago when we met online through my younger sis, she was SUPER HYPER! She even put in A LOT of weird emoticons and winks, as if to cheer me up... but really, was it me that needed it in the first place? That made me thought, this girl's really spirited! Even though she had just came back, her wide cheerful smile really made me wanna smile too.
And now, even though the next part has got nothing to do with my cousin, I just felt like inserting a little something of what I have been coming up with for the past few months... This is just one of it though.. hehe
YOU
As i come to, i opened my eyes to the plainness of my white ceiling,
Time passes by as slowly as how the clouds drift by,
I thought abt lots of things,
Contemplated them,
What should i have for breakfast today?
What should I do next?
Then my thots came to u.
You. Who listened to me when I needed company,
You. Who didn't care what others say, you have your own ways,
You. Who never complained when I vented my feelings for days,
You. Whom I ignored when you came to for help,
You. Whom I neglectd when everything went well for me,
You. Who seem to never want to take your eyes off me,
You. Whose hand I wantd to hold forever,
You. Who once took care of me.
They're right wen they say,"You wil only start to value things when they're gone..."
At the thought, I slammed my right fist on the bed covers,
As my other arm covered my eyes from the harshness of reality,
Smearing the traces of leftovr tears as I did so,
I could not accept the realness of it all,
I did not want to,
Never wanted to.
Wait... Is there such a word as "realness"? haha! Looks like my English's slowly seeping through my hands! Again sorry, for the sudden randomness! XD
I'll be going now..( Hitsureshimasu~ *bowing along the way*)