Hello all, sorry to go AWOL for so long. let me explain. On October 3, 2018, I woke up in the middle of the night with light on in my bedroom and my husband was pacing back and forth in front of me talking on the phone. I couldn't really understand what he was saying at first ( it was like he was speaking gibberish to me)and that was a little ( Read more... )

I've come to the scene I've most dreaded writing. The goodbye scene between Sam and Jess. We know so little about them and I don't feel like I know them as a couple well enough to write such an emotionally impactful scene.

I've put it off and put it off. Still, the words aren't there. I feel the weight of importance this scene has and I don't feel ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about just leaving a link to fanfiction.net when I post new chapters. There doesn't seem to be a lot of interest here anyway and it's a royal pain to cut the chapter up and get all the links in. So, it's seems like a waste of effort to go through all that for what tends to be no one.

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...continued from part AThe car ride to the motel was déjà vu of the trip home from the hospital. Once again, Dean withdrew, quiet and introspective, and Sam wasn’t prying. Yet. Tension hung heavy around them and he knew he’d contributed to that when he’d blown his stack earlier. He’d overreacted, remembered being furious-wanting to hurt Dean ( Read more... )

                                   
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.....Continued from Chapter 9A...

"Done," she said, jarring him out of his hard-earned stupor.

Dean caught her arm as she stood, needing to say the words out loud. "Thank you. Really."

Every word was heartfelt and he hoped she knew how much this meant to him. Trust was a hard thing to give, but once won, came with a deep, lasting gratitude.

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New chapter posted at fanfiction.net. Tomorrows goal? To try and get it posted here and at LJ. Phew!