Dec 13, 2006 21:38
first evening without my friends. they left this afternoon and i'm quite sad. i love to be alone and i'll be fine. but i have to find a new balance again. and it's so melancholic to see my bedroom all empty...i have so much room now (and almost a bathroom all for me)! but it's just like hearing their voices and laughs all the time now, and all this "spanish moments" we shared have already gone by...it's incredible...how situations change in a moment. in a breathe.
yep, i feel a bit lonely this nite, i have to admit that...and i'm a bit worried for the dinner out with the guys next friday (for the escavation ending)...don't feel like saying why...i have reasons....but it's ok...just feelings like that but ok. todo regular.
my nose keeps bleeding every day (since we started escavating). it was the same for my friends too, and they told us it's because of the lime we breathe between the walls...the soil we clean away etc......my legs and neck are hurting so much...that hole of mine is a nightmare! it's ok...but sometimes i think that....yep, archaeology will be my tomb...and i'll be dead before turning 30, i know! ^^ alchol, lime....cigarettes sometimes. i have to take care of myself better.
i hear the dishes on the table...gotta go! bye!