Comments | novelistmenru: Communication

novelistmenru

Communication

Dec 31, 2005 04:29

I've noticed a fundamental flaw with my Livejournal--a lack of communication. Originally I intended to use this jounral to communicate my thoughts as a a writer of fiction, poetry, philosophy (I try) and politics. This has not happened. Yesterday's post, while extremely useless, served to clear my head, to interrupt my one-person trainwreck, and ( Read more... )

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mouse2cat December 31 2005, 05:06:43 UTC

I know I haven't seen you in ages but please don't feel like you have somehow diven me away.

novelistmenru December 31 2005, 20:11:53 UTC

I understand what you mean, but I'm not talking about physical presence. I just feel very...solitary these days, as though people try to avoid me for fear of...having to talk to me. A conversation with me has become an anathema to everyone and the fact of it leaves a bad taste in my mouth. If I'm aggressive and confrontational it's because I feel I have to be for anyone to listen to me, to get people to pay at least SOME attention.

natakunotenshi December 31 2005, 06:30:39 UTC

So I am more or less a failure in a critical portion of my life. I fail as a friend, a communicator, and a social individual as a whole.

No, you don't. You are one of my most cherished friends, I love our conversations, and if you weren't social, how would we have met?

And hey, keep posting. I do enjoy reading your thoughts, as it helps me expond on my own. <3