Theres nothing but failure to blame
Everything ends right? well the problem is why....why do people hvae to die...friendships have to end....people have to drift...it all is so meaningless to me...adam your probably the closest thing i hvae to best friend..i've knwon u forever..and we've been through it all...and man...i can honestly say i know u...and im sorry man...i really am...i know u probalby don't want me putting this in here...but i am....and i guess i realize at the same time..i lost something to....i can't say i know how it feels...no one can....
things have been hitting me hard....i guess my parents divorce FINALLY hit me....cause i broke down last night....i finally did...and brittany montague made me realize a lot...that i don't take any time for myself....i sit here and i hold it all inside...its been 10 years....10 long yeras since i've opened up..and i really don't know how i guess...i've lost alot of friends and gained alot also... and its those people that i lost i think about....the ones i was close with.....
1 like those parkinglot of giant eagle times....
2 the crazy games in your basement...
3 going to take pictures with u of crazy things....
4 de-poosing
5 those times on ur boat...and the huge friendship that was lost...i think i miss u the most...the lake, the phone conversation,
and countless other things...i just wnated to name a few of the people who have affected me...but i want to get out that kate...i really miss our friendship.....i thought about it today...and u were the only person i ever vented to...and i miss ya
things have been hitting me hard....i guess my parents divorce FINALLY hit me....cause i broke down last night....i finally did...and brittany montague made me realize a lot...that i don't take any time for myself....i sit here and i hold it all inside...its been 10 years....10 long yeras since i've opened up..and i really don't know how i guess...i've lost alot of friends and gained alot also... and its those people that i lost i think about....the ones i was close with.....
1 like those parkinglot of giant eagle times....
2 the crazy games in your basement...
3 going to take pictures with u of crazy things....
4 de-poosing
5 those times on ur boat...and the huge friendship that was lost...i think i miss u the most...the lake, the phone conversation,
and countless other things...i just wnated to name a few of the people who have affected me...but i want to get out that kate...i really miss our friendship.....i thought about it today...and u were the only person i ever vented to...and i miss ya