Secrets
I hadn't realized how difficult it would be to stick to a non-disclosure agreement until I lost my wife and had to return to my home alone. Unless I want to spend all my time talking to those I work with, it's like living in a sealed tomb. There are things I need to let out but don't feel comfortable talking to with them, I suppose part of it comes from having held so much in as a child because I never felt I could talk to my foster parents and there was no one else there. I think because I built so many walls then I continued to maintain them as I moved into adulthood, I never even told Sarah about my childhood, and I don't know how much I'm ready to reveal even now.