Why do I insist on driving myself crazy, even when I am in a good mood?
I wish I could figure it out. All I know is that I'm in need of some normalcy right now. Even though everything has been alright, life certainly hasn't seemed *normal* to me, and I constantly make my brain hurt over so many things...some trivial, some not so much.
But the upside is that I think I am getting to know myself better now than I have in a while (putting aside the frustration that keeps randomly popping up). Or at least I think it's the upside. Kinda works both ways if you think about it.
Next thought of the day, prompted by a recent glimpse of her SNL hosting gig: Lindsay Lohan is a sketchy girl.
*edit* I decided to add some lyrics to this post...why? Because I felt like it. Don't do this too much, but hey, sometimes you just gotta :-)
Do you derive joy when someone else succeeds?
Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?
Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know
That it alone does not equate wisdom?
Do you see everything as an illusion?
But enjoy it even though you are not of it?
Are you both masculine and feminine? politically aware?
And don't believe in capital punishment?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that
Loving someone can actually feel like freedom? are you funny?
la self-deprecating? like adventure? and have many formed opinions?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover
I'm in no hurry I could wait forever
I'm in no rush cuz I like being solo
There are no worries and certainly no pressure in the meantime
I'll live like there's no tomorrow
Are you uninhibited in bed? more than three times a week?
Up for being experimental? are you athletic?
Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother? are you not addicted?
...are you curious and communicative...