Major venting.
Before I start, I'll say some happy things to calm me down a little. Last night, Bryce drove all the way down here to hang out and have dinner...I really, really missed seeing him around (nine months is a long time!) and it was so good to be able to just talk and be myself with him. Definitely a nice thing to follow that last LJ entry of mine.
I think I rocked my midterm today.
Alright, that takes care of that.
So I just found out tonight, via mass e-mail, that I will be unable to audition to go on the New York Satellite Program next year because I will not have my 40C requirement done with. Can someone PLEASE tell me why they had to do this?? Everyone always works it out; they end up TAKING the fucking class at one point or another...why, why did they have to impliment this NOW, when I was really getting psyched to be able to audition next year and wishing and praying to get in and get the chance to be in NY with my friends who will be fourth-years and therefore be GRADUATING?? Why did they have to do this???????? The ONE THING (well, er, one OF the things) I wanted most for my sophomore year and I won't even be given a chance...due to a policy that solves a problem that was non-existent from the start.
It's not merely a disappointment to me. It's giving me one less year to hope (one less year for me to audition to get in) to be able to take advantage of an opportunity I have wanted since I first looked at the UCI School of the Arts brochure.
I am SO VERY UPSET.
This isn't fair. That sounds so childish, but it's how I feel.
I think I rocked my midterm today.
Alright, that takes care of that.
So I just found out tonight, via mass e-mail, that I will be unable to audition to go on the New York Satellite Program next year because I will not have my 40C requirement done with. Can someone PLEASE tell me why they had to do this?? Everyone always works it out; they end up TAKING the fucking class at one point or another...why, why did they have to impliment this NOW, when I was really getting psyched to be able to audition next year and wishing and praying to get in and get the chance to be in NY with my friends who will be fourth-years and therefore be GRADUATING?? Why did they have to do this???????? The ONE THING (well, er, one OF the things) I wanted most for my sophomore year and I won't even be given a chance...due to a policy that solves a problem that was non-existent from the start.
It's not merely a disappointment to me. It's giving me one less year to hope (one less year for me to audition to get in) to be able to take advantage of an opportunity I have wanted since I first looked at the UCI School of the Arts brochure.
I am SO VERY UPSET.
This isn't fair. That sounds so childish, but it's how I feel.