[Private]
They've been bombing from the southern coast to the northern border. Nothing but flames now...couldn't spot a single survivor in the ashes. I only hope they were able to evacuate soon enough...
My own kind attacked me today as well. Wizards who turned themselves into monsters for the King. They're...going to regret doing that. They'll never be able to change back into humans again, and by the time all this is over, they won't remember they ever were human.
Calcifer says I should stop doing this...and he's right, as usual. I'm running out of time...if I keep flying out there like this, I'll end up like all those other wizards sooner or later, heart or no heart. It's already getting harder and harder to change back. But...I have to keep trying. There must be some way I can stop this war, even if only for a short while. It's just so pointless...if only the Prince might somehow be found, all of this would end so soon. It's endlessly frustrating.
...Sophie. I've found a loophole in her curse, as it seems to lift for one hour at the dead of night. But now that I can look at her properly for the first time...she seems so familiar, somehow. I've...seen her before. A very, very long time ago...but no, that. That can't be possible.
And yet...
Why can't I remember? Of all these things I'd give anything to forget, why can I not remember this? She's important somehow...very important. I only wish I knew how...
A hot bath seems to be in order. A very hot, very...long bath. Strange, that a man who cannot sleep can still feel so tired...
(ooc: Meant to be ~*private*~, but Howl messed up since he's still a newb to the Internets and is so tired he can hardly keep his eyes focused on the screen anymore. :3)