May 17, 2006 15:16
Cash Rules everything around me. Wu-tang clan are a bunch of smart mofos. 'tis true. i just gave $1208.50 to Windrift apartments for an apartment that is smaller than my current apartment. the stackable washer/dryer is in my bedroom. The closet's bigger, more spacious, and has shelves. The kitchen is half the size of mine now. My sink and stuff is out of my bathroom, but i knew that! I was a bit disappointed that i am paying $116 more. this is strictly because i am stubborn because i don't want to live with anyone else. fuck that. there are a couple people i would live with, one of them being shawn and the other being bridget. Maybe Courtney...
i am a bit disheartened. But there was nothing else. everything is going condo in orlando! What makes everything else worse is that my current apartment complex (fuckers) offered me to extend my lease for another seven months for $628.00 a month. I guess they didn't get many buyers, those fucks. these are apartments, not condos. what the fuck are these contractors thinking?! i give them all the finger as i drive past them in the complex.
it's funny how life works sometimes.
at least i won't have to come up with the money for june's rent. it will be covered in the $1208.50. I hate bills. (i know we all complain about this, but let me have my time).
i hate money. i hate life. i hate small apartments. i hate universal. i hate the month of may. i hate recital. i hate this. i hate that. i hate myself. i hate cars. i hate the world. i hate typing letters. i hate noisy bosses. i hate being on a diet. i hate having my period. i hate being alone. i hate feeling like i do. i hate having feelings. I hate everything. I hate fat cells. I hate that i want some chocolate. i hate itching. i hate uprv. i hate being here. i hate orlando. i hate condo conversions. i hate briar creek. i hate pain. i hate the GRE. I hate glasses. I hate depression. i hate gas bubbles. i hate my body.
god, i'm negative today.
random,
dance,
work