Ok... I Deleted This From Before Bc I Wanted To Add To It...

[notsoshortcutie]

Ok... so friday wasnt too bad... i flipped out on alot of people that got on my nerves... i punched a locker and cut my knuckles...but i only cried once when i first got to school and reality hit... after that  i was hyper and happy like i used to be... but it was all fake... i did it because people told me not to show him how hurt i was... but it

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sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

i obviously knew it was amanda and kayla who said all of those things. it was pretty obvious when you had in your away amanda a and kayla duffy you guys are my heroes, it was a big hint it was them, but i really could care less. because everything they said wasnt even true and was all bullshit, none of it hurt me what so ever. and i dont like you guys either, its not a big deal. not everyone is supposed to like you, thats just how life is

Re: sweet

[notsoshortcutie]

ok... i understand everything you said... but u dont understand... i have a HUGE trust problem... alot has happend to me and my family to make me that way... there is nothing i can do to change that... believe me... i tried... so hard... i let you guys hang out... and i didnt say any thing... but it was bothering me soo much... so i told him and he did what he wanted to... im not going to sit here and fight with you over him... its over between me and him... i wish it wasnt... bc i really loved him... but theres nothing i can do...

dont EVER tell me how to feel about someone... u dont know how i feel... so dont try to tell me you do!

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

ok well im sorry about the trust problem but serisously you dont have to get your friends involoved, im not doing that. and sorry about how i told you how to feel. but having all your friends say shit is pissing me off

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

=] get over it

Re: sweet

[notsoshortcutie]

who was that? lol

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

fuck you and stay out of it