Ok... I Deleted This From Before Bc I Wanted To Add To It...

[notsoshortcutie]

Ok... so friday wasnt too bad... i flipped out on alot of people that got on my nerves... i punched a locker and cut my knuckles...but i only cried once when i first got to school and reality hit... after that  i was hyper and happy like i used to be... but it was all fake... i did it because people told me not to show him how hurt i was... but it

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sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

i obviously knew it was amanda and kayla who said all of those things. it was pretty obvious when you had in your away amanda a and kayla duffy you guys are my heroes, it was a big hint it was them, but i really could care less. because everything they said wasnt even true and was all bullshit, none of it hurt me what so ever. and i dont like you guys either, its not a big deal. not everyone is supposed to like you, thats just how life is.

and steve obviously wouldnt say that hes glad you guys are broken up, he would never say that. and what the hell are you talking about me beating you up? and ya im a freshman but im def. not a stupid one so shut up ok. and like i always said i woudlnt do anything to get in the way of you and steve, i told you that a million times, yet you didnt listen to me. all we did was talk and hang out for like 1/2. nothing ever happened.

and guys hate it when girls always worry about who there hanging out with because they think its annoying and is like a controlling thing to do. they get fed up, and then they end up breaking it off. im just letting you know so that dont do that next time ok, because you'll go through a relationship always worrying about something that woudlnt happen and your heart will end up breaking again. you have to trust the person your going out with to make something stop if something was going to happen. but w.e. thats all i have to say. bye.

Re: sweet

[notsoshortcutie]

ok... i understand everything you said... but u dont understand... i have a HUGE trust problem... alot has happend to me and my family to make me that way... there is nothing i can do to change that... believe me... i tried... so hard... i let you guys hang out... and i didnt say any thing... but it was bothering me soo much... so i told him and he did what he wanted to... im not going to sit here and fight with you over him... its over between me and him... i wish it wasnt... bc i really loved him... but theres nothing i can do...

dont EVER tell me how to feel about someone... u dont know how i feel... so dont try to tell me you do!

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

ok well im sorry about the trust problem but serisously you dont have to get your friends involoved, im not doing that. and sorry about how i told you how to feel. but having all your friends say shit is pissing me off

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

=] get over it

Re: sweet

[notsoshortcutie]

who was that? lol

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

fuck you and stay out of it