Jun 17, 2005 21:26
ok... im really disappointed with almost all my friends from potowomut right now... you guys are always saying how much you miss me and want me to come back... then i get out of school early and almost had to not take my exam because i wanted to see you guys... i get there and kayla kait jackie and jocie are the only ones happy to see me... i see them (besides jackie) all the time so i wasnt expecting it... but everyone else you said hi gave me a hug and pretty much ignored me the rest of the time... you dont realize how much it hurts to have the people you've known almost your whole life barely miss you when youve been gone almost a year... i am always thinking of ways to come visit you guys bc i miss you so much... but you guys dont even care... i dont know... im just really hurt that i do so much to see you... and you treat me as if you see me everyday... well guess what... you dont... most of you havent seen me since the last day of school... and others havent seen me since my confirmation in feb... but no matter when the last tiem you saw me was... i thought you would miss me... i thought you would me glad to see me... but apparently you werent... and i guess it jsut hurts to know that im always thinking about you guys and how your doing... and i feel like you dont even care what happens to me any more... its like 'she moved... who cares...'... i dont know what to say... you guys really hurt me today... i dont even care if i see you again... good luck and best wishes... thats all i have to say to you... i didn't fit in before i moved... i dont fit in now... and dont want to any more... thanks for nothing...
Amanda