I'm Going To Be Okay...

Jun 16, 2005 17:32


(So yesterday) (So yesterday) (So yesterday) You can change your life (If you wanna) You can change your clothes (If you wanna) If you change your mind Well, that's the way it goes But I'm gonna keep your jeans And your old black hat (Cause I wanna) They look good on me You're never gonna get them back At least not today, not today Not today cause If it's over, let it go and Come tomorrow it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday I'm just a bird that's already flown away Laugh it off and let it go and When you wake up it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay Ha, okay You can say you're bored (If you wanna) You could act real tough (If you wanna) You could say you're torn But I've heard enough Thank you You've made my mind up for me When you started to ignore me Do you see a single tear It isn't gonna happen here At least not today, not today Not today cause If it's over, let it go and Come tomorrow it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday I'm just a bird that's already flown away Laugh it off and let it go and When you wake up it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay If you're over me I'm already over you If it's all been done What is left to do How can you hang up If the line is dead If you wanna walk I'm a step ahead If you're moving on I'm already gone If the light is off Then it isn't on At least not today, not today Not today cause If it's over, let it go and Come tomorrow it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday I'm just a bird that's already flown away Laugh it off and let it go and When you wake up it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday Haven't you heard, you're so yesterday If it's over, let it go and Come tomorrow it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday I'm just a bird that's already flown away Laugh it off and let it go and When you wake up it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

So hanging out with Amanda and Kayla this morning did alot of good...
I didn't realize it till about an hour ago...
But Amanda said something about if Steve and I were still together...
At first it hurt to hear it come out of her mouth like nothing...
But then it made me realize that I wouldn't want to still be together...
He's changed alot and I don't think I could have put up with it...
I'm not glad we broke up but I'm glad we aren't together...
It's kind of an oxymoron...
I saw him in the hall with Amanda Sanoki...
I felt kinda weird because I was glad they were together...
I may have not liked her when Steve and I were going out...
But I've realized she's not that bad...
She just likes him for him...
And I think that was something I was lacking...
I don't know why I liked him...
But I don't think it was because of the way he was...
I hope things work out with them...
They both deserve someone who loves them for who they are...
And not what they look like or whatever...
I never thought I would say this...
But things work out how they are supposed to...
It may have taken me a while to realize it...
But this happend for a reason...
And now I'm glad it did...
I'm waiting for this summer with an open mind...
I'm open to new friends and hopefully guys...
I'm looking to have fun and enjoy every day...

Comment and let me know how you feel please!
Sorry I'm writing funny... My lj is being gay so I can't type in a paragraph... Sorry!

Sorry Steve Petraca... This was too good to LJ cut... <3

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