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Iknow this is dumdum cuz we were just talking about how we can only say things on lj to each other, but you already know this shit, im just venting.
i hope things will get better with us mads.
i think they will.
its hard for me because i dont like him.
it makes me not want to be around either of you, but neither you or i can help that, i will never like him, you wont get rid of him until your ready, so idunno what to do.
i just wish i didnt feel like most of ur boyfriends treat you and obv i feel like they treat me like shit but again i cant change that.
we just need to work on us now, im just hoping things will get better and i wont resent you.
we will get better.
it will take time.
we both need to change some things.
i will change, but i cant make promises about what will happen in the future, how i will feel, or how it will effect our friendship, i hope it wont get to that point.
i still am not sure how this is all gonna pan out, but i hope it goes to the better.
i hope we make time for each other, and i hope you can support me becuase i know youre there but i just dont know if ur up to helping me when neither of us can really help ourselves.
i feel better that we talked, but i still have issues, and i will until things change.
lets just work together, i think it will turn out ok.
i just dont know how strong i am to make it through another one of your relationships.
but i promise you it wont effect us, no matter what, ill try my best. and i think thats all ican do.
i hope things will get better with us mads.
i think they will.
its hard for me because i dont like him.
it makes me not want to be around either of you, but neither you or i can help that, i will never like him, you wont get rid of him until your ready, so idunno what to do.
i just wish i didnt feel like most of ur boyfriends treat you and obv i feel like they treat me like shit but again i cant change that.
we just need to work on us now, im just hoping things will get better and i wont resent you.
we will get better.
it will take time.
we both need to change some things.
i will change, but i cant make promises about what will happen in the future, how i will feel, or how it will effect our friendship, i hope it wont get to that point.
i still am not sure how this is all gonna pan out, but i hope it goes to the better.
i hope we make time for each other, and i hope you can support me becuase i know youre there but i just dont know if ur up to helping me when neither of us can really help ourselves.
i feel better that we talked, but i still have issues, and i will until things change.
lets just work together, i think it will turn out ok.
i just dont know how strong i am to make it through another one of your relationships.
but i promise you it wont effect us, no matter what, ill try my best. and i think thats all ican do.