sick to my stomache
god, why?
thats all i can ask.
i dont regret that it happened, because i have no regrets when it to comes to things that happen, i just wish it didnt go down the way it did. i wish i wasnt in the position im in now, wish i didnt have to worry.
im disgusted at myself, i was with another kid 20 mins later.
ya i ended up with the kid i had actually wanted to be with that night, but still, 20 mins later? how fucking slutty?
i fucking make myself sick.
and now i have to deal with the consequences
i hate this, i really do.
thats all i can ask.
i dont regret that it happened, because i have no regrets when it to comes to things that happen, i just wish it didnt go down the way it did. i wish i wasnt in the position im in now, wish i didnt have to worry.
im disgusted at myself, i was with another kid 20 mins later.
ya i ended up with the kid i had actually wanted to be with that night, but still, 20 mins later? how fucking slutty?
i fucking make myself sick.
and now i have to deal with the consequences
i hate this, i really do.