a day in the life
I am not in fact doing that I just find the gif hilarious. She was so cute. Sometimes I forget she even died, I do miss her. I had a memory of how when she was in that Desperate Housewives-esque show I was casting her in a lot of my stuff back in the early 2010s.
I just now finished the last of our essays and I'm sipping wine and listening to Subspace Rhapsody and the Eurovision songs I like. Guess what! Doesn't include Israel! My sister's been watching Quiet On Set and she put the first two episodes on again for my parents and I just can't, I gotta listen to music. It's too heartbreaking. Once I saw Drake Bell's dad break down I was OUT. I wish every pedophile a rot in hell you piece of shit scum of the earth thank you.
I was at three separate Montessori places for my hours and have now gone back to the first place lol. The second place there was a whole THING with my sister because she suddenly left there when she wanted to work there years ago. I dunno, tell me why you'd hire a non-Montessori trained kid and have her berated daily? I'd fucking leave too. Anyway glad to be out of THERE.
After that I should've just gone back to the first place honestly, because this third place kept postponing when I should come in. When I finally did and a week after that the boss came in demanding immunization records and shit I was like... you never asked me to give you those things. So since there were already 2 other student teachers who DID have it (the colleges do it for them I've been here before I know this), I was out. My family suggested I ask if the first place would take me and they replied IMMEDIATELY.
Oh man, I cannot express how much I had honestly missed that place. Even though I initially thought it was hectic, when I was at the other places I kept missing this place lol. I'd reminisce about how nice the teachers were, I'd even miss certain kids. (Not that the kids at the other places were a problem... just so you know I loved all the kids everywhere.) And now that I have more experience I realize they weren't actually a hectic place. I just was completely new to it. The main teacher there and the teachers at my school where I'm training have even pointed out that I've improved. I'm not so jumpy anymore lol.
After volunteer/work every day I do come home much more tired than when I was obviously at home. Which has completely backfired on the sister that recently had a kid because before they could bring James over and I could spend almost two hours with him. Now I'm like bro no I'm tired. And I'm often met with "well I'm with him 24/7". The amount of people who've told me to just say he's not my son whenever I hear this though, I definitely will next time. (And there WILL be a next time trust me.)
Every weekend, sometimes every other day, we get a text message from the brother-in-law asking us to babysit James, even offering pay, and every time we're like... we're too busy. Mind you this guy has never actually been alone with his own son. Anytime my sister needs a break he goes to someone else's house with James. So it's really weird how much she kept shaming us as AUNTS for not knowing how to be alone with a baby when I've still yet to see your own husband do so.
He does a bunch of sports stuff and all his energy is gone by the time he's home yet my sister is under the impression "no that's not it". Alright girl but no offence don't take your frustrations out on us when it obviously IS that.
Recently my brother in law's brother and that brother's girlfriend had a big blowout with them and left for the north. While my sister and bil do annoy me, they were actually in the right here. Those other two are gonna realize just how lenient they'd been in the house. Let them come back with their tail between their legs.
But yeah she moved up out of that basement so hopefully things will get easier for them.
So that's been my life these last few weeks! Dog's as annoying and cute as ever lol.
It's so funny now that I'm not in the house anymore everyone's realizing I wasn't actually doing NOTHING when I WAS home. I was taking care of the dog. Because now my mom has difficulty getting stuff done thanks to having to take care of Daisy! It's always the eldest daughters that are valued the least until they actually need to do stuff huh then it's like oh fuck lol.
Anyway it's almost Lehane April and Charles Melton should play Patrick Kenzie.