I should be more opptimisitc
Today went quite well. It was actually a really good day. I got my shoes today..that was a happy moment. I also ran into my old acting teacher who was probally one of the most superb teachers I have ever had...Him and Fritz tie definitly...anyways I ran into him and he told me he had been thinking of me which really meant alot and then contiuned to compliment me and tell me how much I cant waste my talent....After leaving him I walk to get my mail and the first thing I see is this kid Xander that was in my acting class rehersing for a scene. And then i was in the library and ran inot a girl that had been in another acting class I had taken here. This was after last night where I felt completly uselsess and stupd and like I had lost all talent I once had. So that was quite odd and I think i may look into the Bloomington Playwrights Project or something of thsort. b/c that is just too big of coincedence. I hadnt seen any of these people in forever and I see 3 of them today? Nuts.
And to top it of--I had a valentine! ha. Brandonasked me to be his valentine last night and took me to dinner at wendy's :) actually i took him in my car put he payed. He had on a jacket and a tie. I seriously love that kid to death. He is one my favoritest people and definitly lifted my spirits a thousand times.
Anyways...I did get ina fight wiht scott and feel really crappy about that...I was kind of hoping we could spend valentines together...but oh well. Also Jayce had an away message today that said "happy valentines day love!" Was it not yesterday...wait this whole week that he was tyring to get in my pants??? grrrrr It makes me really glad that I was strong but of course it also really angers me and makes me ...i dont konw. Im screwed up in that area.
I think thats it...oh yea ben shaved. I have pictuers but i dont feel liek posting htem.
love you alll.
And to top it of--I had a valentine! ha. Brandonasked me to be his valentine last night and took me to dinner at wendy's :) actually i took him in my car put he payed. He had on a jacket and a tie. I seriously love that kid to death. He is one my favoritest people and definitly lifted my spirits a thousand times.
Anyways...I did get ina fight wiht scott and feel really crappy about that...I was kind of hoping we could spend valentines together...but oh well. Also Jayce had an away message today that said "happy valentines day love!" Was it not yesterday...wait this whole week that he was tyring to get in my pants??? grrrrr It makes me really glad that I was strong but of course it also really angers me and makes me ...i dont konw. Im screwed up in that area.
I think thats it...oh yea ben shaved. I have pictuers but i dont feel liek posting htem.
love you alll.