surgery like now

[nothinlessmind]

why is it people change?

sean . . . . changed in a really bad way and now aaron

i can see it i dont think he can but yeah its just frustrating

he gets so deffensive if i tell him he is wrong

when really he just might be

i didnt notice it till yesterday with jenn and carolyn

i dont understand it i still love him to death but now i can feel he is

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[nothinlessmind]

ok forget this i am trying to be there for one of my friends and i do cae about how this is turning out im sorry if i am becomming annoying by intruding but you dont understand you of all people should know how i am after all your the one that diagnosed me and tghe fact that i am only happy once my friends are and i try all that i can to make sure they are satisfied even when i am ill or in major pain i always have them come first and instead of you showing me that gentalmen self which everyone claims you posess you come to scold me instead of asking me "Shayna how was your surgery" for all you know my intire foot could be chopped off. Im in extreme pain right now and should be resting but instead i must deal with this makes me see how my friends really care and im not trying to make you feel guilty even if it worked or not and i bet i would defend myself but the truth is maybe you should be telling yourself everything you do right besides me cause i just am not seeing it and im sorry i am not accusing you of anything but drifting from your friends and im sorry but you cant get angry at me for that when in others minds besides your own it might actually be happening. but if you must continue this arguement by all means i dont need time to relax i am all for getting over excited to the point im in pain which no one could believe.

by the way im doing fine my leg hurts like a bitch but all i need is some more meds and to rest in bed i hope you arn't to worried about me cause i could tell with your comment.

peace and love.

Shayna.