surgery like now
why is it people change?
sean . . . . changed in a really bad way and now aaron
i can see it i dont think he can but yeah its just frustrating
he gets so deffensive if i tell him he is wrong
when really he just might be
i didnt notice it till yesterday with jenn and carolyn
i dont understand it i still love him to death but now i can feel he is drifting away from people that really matter i know after he reads this that is if he reads this he will comment and become angry and saying "what is your problem" the thing is i do have a problem b/c i am involved in it im not just butting in like i normally do. i have good intentions and he needs to see that.
i wish it was back to when we all had fun smiling with eachother like that night we went to the movies . . .
carolyn took the picture.
today i go for surgery im really scared and i dont know what to think im like shaking and i feel my stomach is on a rollercoaster ride its frustrating i am really scared i have this heart poblem where if they put me on this type of meds i could die i mean what if they do i know ill feel better after this is all over but in the mean time yeah im a mess.
i saw this AWESOME dress at hot topic that im getting tomorrow its BEAUTIFUL im sooo excited hehe look for it on www.hottopic.com.
its strapless and all black with fringe and little holes outlined with metal crap soo pretty i think its casual.
but yea so know here is just a bunch of pics of almost everyone from recently enjoy.
"pics a lot of pics prepare yourself"
me modeling my new oufit for trisha lol along with these aswell im sorry im obssessed with myself lol.
MISMATCH DAY!
in piano class its KRISSY!
jenn is crazy haha what a boytoy lol
me Aleshia and Krissy they did twin mismatch day as I came myself HELLS YEA :).
camille and aaron hehe
random pics
heather in class lol.
catherine running to us in the library during me and sam's lunch shift
a night where i had 3 friends spend the night weeeee
aleshia is sooo pretty
Krissy's amazing hair as she models it for the camera
THE NIGHT OF THE HOMECOMMING GAME!
carolyn and krissy's hairdue for her
me and aaron i like this pic lol
MATTY AND KELLY!!
me and kelly tehe
me, matt, krissy, oh and casey isnt he back :-D
casey being stupid soaring in on our picture
aleshia and krissy
anthony being silly lol
nikita with her parents awww so cute
sam and catherine doing something for phycology dont bang her into anything catheirne
and final pic is my puppy jax my hasn't he grown :( but i still love him lol
well i gotta go ::shakes rapidly:: wish me luck yall (country hick) and I mean I really do in the hospital now later
I LOVE YOU ALL DONT FORGET IT!
Shayna