The Left Or The Right? Or The Middle..

Oct 07, 2006 22:08

So we're talking again. And acting like we're dating, even though we aren't. Honestly, that rips me apart, but it's the only way I can have her right now, so it'll have to do. She just added something else to my plate.. I swear, I don't think anyone else could handle all of these obstacles, but I manage.. Somehow. Sometimes I just close my eyes and pretend it's all just one bad dream and there's no way all of this bad stuff could happen to one person.. But then I open them again and I must face the hard truth. The people I confide in don't get it.. They don't understand my feelings on the situation and I have everyone telling me what to do, yet none of them are right. Giving up seems like it should be the easiest solution, but it's just not an option for me. This devotion fails to disappear. And for that, I am a fool in everyone's eyes.

Maybe they are right. But if I make her happy, then that's all that matters.
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