Wrong Turn, Right Direction
I've been an absolute wreck lately. It seems like I have my emotions back, so I've just been angry/bitter/sad/distant.. Just all of it. I guess it comes from a long period where I just didn't feel anything, held it all back. She opened my floodgates and it's all been pouring out. The relationship itself isn't on its best terms either right now.. She's been keeping some things from me, and although I pulled out a few with great effort, I really shouldn't have to. And what the hell is with everyone I date suddenly liking the idea of alcohol/drugs? I really can't be that bad to push any of them to it.. Yet they all seem to want to. Psh, dumb. I dunno. I think I'll tell her some of what she is doing is getting to me (although she could tell last night) and hope to fix it, because I don't feel like letting another relationship crumble, especially since this one has felt really great up until the past two days.
I pulled a personal record at work the other day.. A 11 and half hour shift. Funny because in just one day, I gained more hours than I did my last paycheck, which only gave me $50. Needless to say, I'm job hunting because I don't deserve to be treated the way I am for the amount of money I'm getting. Hey, if I was getting $10 an hour, you could say whatever you wanted to me, but for minimum wage? No thanks.
My head hurts. Jackass 2 is good. Weezer is good. I'm done.
I pulled a personal record at work the other day.. A 11 and half hour shift. Funny because in just one day, I gained more hours than I did my last paycheck, which only gave me $50. Needless to say, I'm job hunting because I don't deserve to be treated the way I am for the amount of money I'm getting. Hey, if I was getting $10 an hour, you could say whatever you wanted to me, but for minimum wage? No thanks.
My head hurts. Jackass 2 is good. Weezer is good. I'm done.