Tip-Top Shape
Things have been extremely contrasting lately. School is a breeze. It literally takes up hardly any of my thought anymore. I go in, I sit down, I do basically nothing, I go home. And no, it's not because I'm slacking or anything.. My grades are high, school has just wound down. Work isn't even work anymore. They've played around with everyone's schedules so much, that most of us only work one day a week. That's ridiculous, so I've already begun job hunting again.
Then... there is Rachel. It's weird how we find everything we have ever wanted when we aren't even looking. We became "official" this last Thursday (14th, easy to remember since it's exactly two months before my birthday). I have always been told that I have an immense amount of love inside me, and I hadn't really found anyone to recipirocate those feelings completely.. up until now. I don't believe I've ever been this open with someone or had them trust me as much either. We've even dabbled around with the idea of her moving up to Seattle with me. I don't know whether it was more of a joke or not, but I can actually see it happening. I actually see a future with her, something that just hadn't happened with previous relationships (even if I did try). Even my level of dedication has sky-rocketed past previous values. Granted, I've never cheated, but I've had a few "what if" moments?
Now I know what it feels like to not have a "high school" relationship.
Then... there is Rachel. It's weird how we find everything we have ever wanted when we aren't even looking. We became "official" this last Thursday (14th, easy to remember since it's exactly two months before my birthday). I have always been told that I have an immense amount of love inside me, and I hadn't really found anyone to recipirocate those feelings completely.. up until now. I don't believe I've ever been this open with someone or had them trust me as much either. We've even dabbled around with the idea of her moving up to Seattle with me. I don't know whether it was more of a joke or not, but I can actually see it happening. I actually see a future with her, something that just hadn't happened with previous relationships (even if I did try). Even my level of dedication has sky-rocketed past previous values. Granted, I've never cheated, but I've had a few "what if" moments?
Now I know what it feels like to not have a "high school" relationship.