Jul 16, 2006 13:32
I did it again. I didn't think I was that stupid to repeat the same mistake, but I did. Just because I wasn't patient enough again, I just pushed and pushed.. Until that person was no longer around to push away. I thought maybe growing older would have helped me make the right decision.. It really did seem like a second chance of sorts, but I threw it away again. There's just some damage you can never really repair.
Fuck, I'm a failure.