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I'm better than him.
I'm smarter,
and have a future.
I don't need him,
I don't want him.
He's got her and he'll screw his life more with her.
I don't care, it's his life, not mine.
I have no say in it, he is just a little boy in a man's body.
He never grew up,
I did.
And I'm done with little boys.
My body is my body and mine alone,
I'm not giving it out to anyone until I'm damn ready.
I've been hurt too much to do it again,
I'm smarter this time, just like the last time.
You learn a little bit more every time.
I've learned enough.
I know who I am and I am not a fucking follower.
I'll do what I want, when I want...fuck what you heard or what I've done.
I'm a new person, when you burn a bridge there's always another one to be built.
My life is laid out in front of me like cards,
all I gotta do is play the hand the way I want.
Because I'm not bluffing.
I'll be nice, and we can be friends...but nothing more than that because he's not worth it.
He stepped on my heart, yeah, I gave it to him to step on.
I'll just be more careful next time.
He's nothing, hes got nothing. There are so many better things for me out there.
I'm taking the NIH internship again.
I'm making 5 or 6 k this summer
And going to college and becoming a doctor.
And in seven years i'll go back to pizza hut and see him there and I'll know...
that I'm better than that.
I'm smarter,
and have a future.
I don't need him,
I don't want him.
He's got her and he'll screw his life more with her.
I don't care, it's his life, not mine.
I have no say in it, he is just a little boy in a man's body.
He never grew up,
I did.
And I'm done with little boys.
My body is my body and mine alone,
I'm not giving it out to anyone until I'm damn ready.
I've been hurt too much to do it again,
I'm smarter this time, just like the last time.
You learn a little bit more every time.
I've learned enough.
I know who I am and I am not a fucking follower.
I'll do what I want, when I want...fuck what you heard or what I've done.
I'm a new person, when you burn a bridge there's always another one to be built.
My life is laid out in front of me like cards,
all I gotta do is play the hand the way I want.
Because I'm not bluffing.
I'll be nice, and we can be friends...but nothing more than that because he's not worth it.
He stepped on my heart, yeah, I gave it to him to step on.
I'll just be more careful next time.
He's nothing, hes got nothing. There are so many better things for me out there.
I'm taking the NIH internship again.
I'm making 5 or 6 k this summer
And going to college and becoming a doctor.
And in seven years i'll go back to pizza hut and see him there and I'll know...
that I'm better than that.