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i don't know why some people grow apart. you're close for so long, and then all of a sudden the thing that defined your relationship, is gone. that thing that made you laugh together for hours and hours. made you cry from laughing so hard. or that silence you could have with out feeling one ounce of awkwardness. you could take a drive home in the same car with out feeling the need to talk. and then all of a sudden its gone; in the big dark space that holds you together is emptiness. no matter how hard you try to rekindle it by making a joke or catching up on eachother's lives, or listening to old songs, you can't help but feel astranged and lonely. i miss everything that we had, and it doesn't matter whos fault it is because were probably both to blame. but all I want is to have someone like that again. someone to make me laugh for hours until my eyes are dry. someone to talk to. everything just seems so far away these days. everything and everyone seems so far away.
"She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
Don't spend today away
Cause today will soon be gone."
"She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
Don't spend today away
Cause today will soon be gone."