Title: Japanese part 1
pairings: Heechul centric, hanchul
rating: R
disclaimer I own nothing and no one.
A/N: i was inspired to write this because of two fan videos i saw, along with Heechul's onstage kissing adventures. The kyo mentioned is the singer for Dir En Grey. Kudos to the people who made those amazing videos!! ( i probably have brought the play count up 30 times just last night)lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIJmMObbGKk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKECWGv3QCY “Hey Chullie, what are you doing?” Sungmin questioned curiously.
“Nothing…”
“Well it’s obviously something.” Sungmin retorted. He watched as Heechul minimized the window he was looking at.
“I said it was nothing.”
“Chullie!” Sungmin whined, you can tell me, I’m really really good at keeping secrets.
“Yup and so that’s how everyone knew Eunhyuk watched porn because you caught him one day and you promised him you wouldn’t tell anyone.”
“That was different…. And he was going to tell everyone I’m a nympho.”
“That doesn’t mean you- wait… did you just say you’re a nympho?”
“Damn it.”
“You?” Heechul swirled the computer chair around to point at the younger member. “Are a nympho? AHAHAHAHAHA,” Heechul burst into laughter gripping his sides.
“Shut up.”
“Oh this is too good!” Heechul wiped away the tears growing in his eyes as he continued to chuckle.
“Umma~!” Sungmin whined, “Heechul is watching porn on the family computer!”
“What?!” Came a shrill cry from the kitchen.
“You little-!” Heechul lunged at the younger man.
“Heechul!” Teukie exclaimed rushing into the room to remove the other man’s hands from around Sungmin’s throat. “Cut it out now! You foolish kids!”
“He started it!” Heechul pointed.
“I did not!” Sungmin pouted cutely to feign innocence.
“I don’t care who started it, it needs right now, understood?” Teukie scolded.
“Yes, Umma.” The two replied in unison.
“Now what did I hear about porn?”
“Nothing, Sungmin was just lying to get me in trouble.”
“Oh.” Teukie replied simply, sending a glare to the youngest member in the room. “So what were you watching?”
“Nothing…”
“Don’t lie to your Umma.”
“Aish, okay fine. I’m watching videos about Japanese rock and pop artists.” Heechul confessed.
“Oh, anything good?” Teukie sat down on a nearby seat.
“I haven’t really clicked on anything yet. But I feel like I belong there. Earlier I watched a ‘jrock fan service’ video and there was kissing and groping it was beautiful. Everyone is so open about their sexuality.” Heechul smiled as he began to daze off into thoughts of Japan. Sungmin and Teukie shared a knowing glance before Heechul returned from his thoughts.
“Of course, Japan is missing something rather crucial.” Heechul sighed.
“What’s that?” Sungmin wondered.
“Me, of course.” Heechul shook his head as if Sungmin had just asked the most painfully obvious question he ever heard. “I haven’t seen one person nearly as gorgeous as me or one that can move as well.”
“Of course.” Sungmin rolled his eyes.
“Less talk more watch.” Teukie motioned to the computer.
Heechul nodded before turning back around to face the computer. He opened the windows he had minimized to reveal about a million tabs of you tube and a instant messaging window.
“Whose that?” Sungmin asked nosily.
“Yunho, I was asking if there were any really good jpop artists I should search. He gave me the name Kamenashi Kazuya.” Heechul replied. “but I don’t know if I trust his taste.”
“Let’s start with the Japanese I heard they are creepy.” Teukie spoke inching closer and closer to the computer screen with fascination.
About five jrock fan service videos and fifteen thousand Teukie squeals later, they arrived on a video about some guy named Uruha.
“I wonder if he will be as weird as Kyo,” Teukie giggled.
“I think you have scary tastes.” Sungmin replied reminiscing of videos of Kyo cutting his chest with a razor and singing in a demonic voice along with making out with some guy on stage.
“Uhoh there is a freak in Teukie!” Heechul taunted.
“Is not!” Teukei denied.
“Teukie has a crush on Kyo~” Sungmin sang joining in on the humiliation.
“Oh no don’t tell Kangin!” Heechul laughed as the eldest face grew red.
“Shut up and hit the damn play video already.” Teukie hissed, reaching forward himself to direct the mouse. Every guy quieted down as the video began to play and flip through pictures and clips of this man that appeared to be moving artwork.
Heechul’s jaw dropped at the sight of the man. He had full luring pouty lips mounted on a face of flawless porcelain skin. Which was completed with sharply layered honey blonde hair. Just when Heechul thought the man couldn’t get any more beautiful he saw his outfit. A typical elaborate purple and black Japanese lolita shirt, then he had on ridiculously short shorts showing off his milky thighs before a strap attached to another pant type clothing covering the rest of his legs.
The man’s outfit made him look like a porn star and his face made him look like a successful one. What man wouldn’t dream of those lips caressing a very sensitive body part. A hatred for this perfect looking being began to boil underneath Heechul’s skin. He never saw people as even being as good looking as him, so seeing someone he considered an effeminate sexy was threatening.
“Chul?” Sungmin nudged the older man. He found it odd how Heechul stared at the computer in silence now long after the video had played.
“Hm?” Heechul mumbled.
“You okay?” Teukie placed a concerned hand on the younger man;s shoulder.
“I’m fine. I mean I’m still the most gorgeous creature in Korea, so what is someone in Japan beats me.” Heechul didn’t even believe his own words, he felt his body slowly breaking.
“Sure he was beautiful but he couldn’t move nearly as well as you can.” Teukie offered, knowing exactly why Heechul just had that odd outburst.
“Yeah he was stiffish.”
“Yeah,” Heechul smiled. “I can still move the best.”
“Let’s stop looking at jrock stuff. I’m sick of it.” Sungmin yawned, “They are all so weird. Let’s watch a video of that guy Yunho mentioned.”
“Okay,” Heechul clicked to a new tab where he had one that was fully loaded from when Yunho had first old him. He let out a sigh as he hit play. He hoped this video could make him feel better about himself.
The video however did exactly the opposite. Heechul soon found out Kamenashi Kazuya had hips as fluid as water, the ones even women couldn’t accomplish. The ones he himself dreamed of having. This man knew perfectly well how to move his body to bring others close to a climax just by watching him. He knew when to slow his movements to make them sensual and when to speed them up to execute them beautifully. His movements were that more beautiful than a painting.
The smirk playing on his lips as he danced told the world he knew how good he was, his confidence was equal to or surpassing that of Heechul’s. This man was confident with his dancing, appearance and voice while he sang. Heechul began to feel pressure growing on his head, he had never seen someone move that way or look so confident while doing so. Even Donghae and Hankyung looked a little apprehensive while dancing.
Heechul didn’t notice Teukie exit out of the video, or Sungmin shaking him trying to break the trance that he had fallen into. All he did notice was the pain growing in his chest. There were people out there more beautiful and talented then him, so what did he offer the world? He no longer served a purpose if he wasn’t beautiful. Why did he have such confidence about himself when people surpassed him?
“Teuk..” Sungmin murmured worriedly as he watched silent tears fall from Heechul’s eyes.
“I know….” Teukie stood in shock he didn’t know what to do it was like Heechul could hear him, he couldn’t hear anyone. “I…” Teukie felt tears begin to grow in his own eyes seeing someone become so vulnerable was new to him. Heechul was the strong one.
“Teukie!” Sungmin called after the eldest as he watched him sprint out of the room.
Teukie ran down the hallway and into his bedroom, rushing to pick up his cell phone. He quickly scrolled through his contacts before pressing ‘call’ when it landed on the person he NEEDED to talk to.
“Hello?”
“Hannie!” Teukie exclaimed.
“What?”
“You need… you need to come home, right now! Start packing your things.”
‘What? Why?” Hankyung questioned confused.
“Heechul, de needs you! He.. He‘s crying! And it‘s like he doesn‘t hear me talking or Sungmin and Sungmin’s a loud mouth you can’t not hear Sungmin.” Teukie began to ramble worriedly.
“Teuk, calm down why is crying?”
“Well um we were watching Japanese vids and he said something about at least being the most beautiful person in Korea and one thing lead to another, and never mind just get the hell home!”
“Alright alright! I’m coming. I’m packing my bag.”
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Once Hankyung arrived home he found Heechul laying on the living room couch. All the members had surrounded him giving him all his favorite things while showering him with compliments. Normally Heechul would be grinning like a fool and saying “I know I’m fantastic.” But instead he lay motionless.
Hankyung took in a deep breath before kneeling in front of his boyfriend. “Baby, you are being a fool.”
“So I’m an ugly and useless fool?” Heechul whimpered.
Hankyung’s eyes widened at his lover’s tone, he sounded like a self conscious teenage girl. He glanced worriedly at Teukie, this was more serious than he though. “Babe, you are beautiful and you know it. And I know you know it. Also you dance very sexily, you do the wonder girls’ dance moves better than them. Why are you letting some Japanese men you’ve ever met get you down? That’s not the Kim Heechul I know.”
Heechul’s face changed from a hopeless expression to one deep in thought. “you’re right,” Hankyung let out a sigh of relief.
“I need to meet them.” Heechul pushed himself off the couch.
“That’s not what I meant,,,” Hankyung mumbled.
“Please Hannie, it’s the only way I’ll know.” Heechul whined.
Hankyung wanted to say it was pointless and no good could come from this trip and that Heechul was the most gorgeous creature he had ever saw and that wouldn’t change, but instead Hankyung nodded weakly and said “I’ll order the tickets.”
“Thank you!” Heechul smiled pecking his boyfriend on the cheek.
“So… um did I hear right you guys are um going to Japan?” Teukie questioned casually.
“yes…” Hankyung’s eyes narrowed in suspicion.
“I think it would be best if I went with you, I mean you two love birds alone.. In Japan, not a good idea. You could hurt one another with some new invented sex toy. Yes, it’s best if I go with you.” Teukie smiled.
“You just want to go find Kyo…” Heechul mumbled.,
“If he goes so do I!” Sungmin whined, “I can’t be home alone without Umma… not with my condition.”
“You mean you being a nympho?” Heechul questioned.
“Sungmin’s a what?” Hankyung questioned.
“I’ll kill you!” Sungmin lunged at Heechul.
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Sorry i know this fic is a little confusing *head desk* And only like two of my friends actually got it cause i talk to them on a daily basis and i spam them with these fan videos i find.
Uruha-
http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c249/yorupan/uruha043.jpg Kamenashi Kazuya-
http://media.photobucket.com/image/kamenashi/jazamataz/Peoples%20to%20Draw/5358132.jpg Kyo-
http://media.photobucket.com/image/kyo%20dir%20en%20grey/HelloNightmare/Dir%20en%20Grey%20-%20KYO/KyoCutie.jpg It was kind of hard to pick a picture of him, he looks different in every picture.