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title: Affair part 2
pairings: Eunteuk, kangteuk, eunhae
rating: pg-13
disclaimer: i own no one and nothing.
“~I can’t stop missin’ you. Wish I was still with you,~” Eunhyuk groaned as he was awoken by his Trey Songz ringtone.
“Hello?” Eunhyuk yawned, a small crack sound filling the room as he stretched.
“…Hyukkie.” Donghae’s nervous voice began.
“Hae what do you want?” Eunhyuk replied coldly and much more awake.
“I..I don’t want to be on a break.” Donghae’s voice was barely above a whisper. “I can’t stand the idea of you being with someone else.” Eunhyuk’s chest tighten of flashes from the night before replayed in his head.
“T-Then why the hell did you say you wanted one? Thought you could get someone better?” Eunhyuk barked cruelly.
“No..I just thought you’d be lonely with me gone and this way you could seek out other people with out feeling guilty.”
“Jeez, Hae.” Eunhyuk cursed, running his fingers agitatedly through his hair. He felt as if he was drowning in guilt. What Teukie had said was right, the whole thing with Hae was a misunderstanding and now he has cheated and not cheated on his boyfriend all at the same time.
“Do you hate me?” Donghae questioned. Eunhyuk could picture the innocent expression that most likely was worn on his boyfriend’s face.
“You know I could never hate you. I love you.” Eunhyuk sighed.
“So… are we still together?”
“If you want to be..”
“Of course, that was my whole reason for calling..” Donghae smiled knowing his relationship was safe.
“Um Donghae, there is something I should tell you..”
“I’m sorry but can it wait until later? Henry has lost his violin bow.”
“Oh Ok.”
“Talk to you later, I love you. Bye.” Click. Donghae had hung up.
Eunhyuk fell backwards onto his bed, burying his head in his pillow for a moment. His plan to suffocate all the memories out of him didn’t seem to be working. He let out a slight groan before pushing himself back up.
He knew he should be happy that he had Donghae back but all he could do was worry about the fling he and the eldest member had getting out. And it would only take a few seconds for every member to know, Super Junior wasn’t very good with secrets, needless to say.
Eunhyuk exited his bedroom and decided to head to the kitchen, he knew it was an absurd hour and figured… well hoped no one would be awake. But of course he was wrong. Not one but two members were awake. He stood at the door deciding to listen to the conversation to see if it would be okay for him to interrupt them.
“I’m so sorry about this.” The eldest member spoke, his speech distorted by his stuffy nose.
“It’s no problem, I don’t mind hyung.” Ryeowook’s delicate voice replied, then some sounds of clanking dishes was heard. “But may I ask how you got so sick, you were perfectly fine yesterday.”
There was a long pause before Teukie finally spoke. “I don’t know. I think I might have caught the flu or something while out at a bar. You know those places aren’t really sanitary.” Eunhyuk couldn’t help but let out a sigh of relief when the older man didn’t mention their little outside activity.
“You hear something?” Teukie questioned.
Damn it, Eunhyuk cursed to himself but it was too late, Ryeowook was now staring at him in the hall.
“What are you up to Hyuk?”
Teukie straightened up as he heard the other’s name. He didn’t really want to see Eunhyuk right now it was too embarrassing considering how sick he got. Whose stupid idea was it to have sex in the rain anyway? Oh yeah… it was his own.
“Erm I was just coming to get a drink.” Eunhyuk replied stepping into the kitchen behind Ryeowook. He couldn’t help but let out a chuckle at the sight of his hyung. Teukie’s hair was mess and his nose was practically glowing red from trying to wipe it too much.
“Hey Teuk.” Eunhyuk tried to stay casual, tried not to picture the other man naked.
“Hey hyuk.” Teukie cursed his nasally voice.
“Couldn’t sleep?” Eunhyuk wondered, opening the fridge and pulling out strawberry syrup along with some milk.
“Couldn’t breathe,” Teukie replied miserably.
“Oh.” That’s not what Eunhyuk wanted to say he wanted to say sorry. Or make some joke about that was no different from earlier when Teukie was sweating and out of breathe but he figured that was mildly inappropriate.
Some loud pounding on the dorm’s front door caught the three members’ attention. “I wonder who is here around this time.” Ryeowook slowly moved out of the kitchen to answer the door, he half feared whoever was on the other side was going to rape and kill him along with the rest of his hyungs and dongsaengs.
Ryeowook’s hand shook slightly as he turned the door knob, he wasn’t ready to die. He still hadn’t had sex with Yesung. Once the door was fully opened Ryeowook only felt slightly relieved.
“Hyung what are you doing here?” Ryeowook questioned stepping back to let the other stagger drunkenly inside.
“Where is he?!” Kangin screamed thrashing his arms around, almost taking out the younger man with the tequila bottle he clutched.
“Shh shh, who?” Ryeowook motioned worried the sleeping members would soon awaken.
“Teukie! Oh Teukie! Come see your precious boyfriend. Oh no I mean EX-BOYFRIEND!” Kangin spat then brought the tequila bottle to his lips, Ryeowook heard a stool from the kitchen hit the ground before Teukie shuffled into the hall.
“What the hell are you doing? You’re gonna wake everybody up!” Teukie hissed.
“Oh well let them wake up!” Kangin hollered once more. “Let them see my finest performance! My only performance!”
“What do you mean?” Teukie questioned.
“I was fired from the musical! All because I was drunk!” Kangin stumbled slightly, grabbing the couch for some stability.
“Then It’s your own fault for being drunk.” Teukie said shortly.
“No it’s your fault! You heartless harlot! You stole my heart then shredded it like my dignity! Which asshole did you leave me for? Huh you slut?!” Kangin cried out in anger.
Teukie opened his mouth ready to protest but was topped by Kangin pushing past him.
“It was you wasn’t it Hyukjae!” Kangin grabbed the smaller man by the collar.
“I-I.” Eunhyuk gaped he was unsure of what to do, surprisingly the quietest member finally had something to say.
“Ya! Kangin, stop it! You are the one in the wrong here.” Ryeowook spoke sternly. Of course this was like a mouse telling a lion to back off.
“What? I’m in the wrong? I get mercilessly dumped and I’m in the wrong!” Kangin bellowed.
“Teukie didn’t cheat on you moron! You cheated on him with Heechul!” Ryeowook accused. Him and Teukie had a talk about it earlier.
“I did nothing of the sort!” Kangin cried out.
“H-hey you.. You guys,” Teukie’s faint voice was barely heard.
“Teuk what’s wrong?” Eunhyuk was the first to ask, as he took in the older man’s wobbly appearance.
“I~” The eldest hardly got out before crumpling to the floor.
“Teukie!” Kangin dropped his tequila bottle as he quickly rushed to his ex’s side. “Teukie!” Kangin scooped the smaller man into his arms, Ryeowook and Eunhyuk circled around.
“Is he alright?” Ryeowook questioned frantically.
Eunhyuk reached his hand out, caressing the older man’s heated face. “He has a fever!” He then quickly rushed to retrieve a wet wash cloth.
Kangin stood slowly, staggering slightly the incident made him sober up slightly but not enough.
“Be careful.” Ryeowook suggested walking beside Kangin, ready at any moment to catch the unconscious angel.
Luckily, however, Kangin was able to get the eldest into his bedroom and safely onto his bed. When Eunhyuk came in with a wash cloth, Ryeowook left to get a thermometer.
“How did he get so sick?” Kangin whispered his thumb unconsciously stroking Teukie’s face.
“I ahh… I don’t know..… why would I know?” Eunhyuk pulled at his collar feeling a sudden rise in his own body temperature.
Kangin ignored the odd boy and kept his blurry gaze on the man that began to stir. Teukie emitted some sort of whining noise as he tried to grab a nearby blanket.
“Baby you can’t you have a fever.” Kangin pulled the blanket out of his weak grasp.
“Ermmm~” Teukie whined his body squirming against the bed.
“Hey, Teukie open your mouth for me,” Ryeowook directed once he entered the room. He held the older man’s mouth open and inserted the thermometer and waited for it to beep. Once it did Ryeowook carefully removed it, “103.” He read aloud. “That’s not too bad we just need to keep him cool, I’ll go get some medicine and if it get s worse we’ll take him to the hospital.”
Eunhyuk couldn’t help but stare down at his sick elder. “I’m going to stay with him.” Eunhyuk decided. “Someone besides Kangin should stay with him, considering I think he just passed out.” Eunhyuk pointed to Kangin who rested half on and off the bed, light snoring sounds escaping him.
“Okay, I’ll go get the meds.”
“How could you be so foolish? If you were cold you should have told me.” Eunhyuk mumbled after Ryeowook left. “Was the sex even worth it?”
A chill coursed through Eunhyuk’s body, he knew the sex was worth it, that’s the reason whenever he closed his eyes all he could do was imagine touching the eldest’s skin one last time. All he could hear was Teukie’s whimpers and pleas for more, oh how he wanted to give him more. He wanted to take his tongue and…
“here ya go.” Ryeowook’s voice broke through his thoughts.
“Oh erm thank you.” Eunhyuk took the medicine before Ryeowook disappeared again. He set it on the wooden nightstand.
“Teuk, you’ve got to sit up.” Eunhyuk stood trying to reposition the sick man.
“Okay.” Teukie weakly held himself up.
“Open wide.” Eunhyuk instructed as he poured the medicine into Teukie’s mouth. A single drop began to run down Leeteuk’s thin chin, Eunhyuk felt his lips twitch from wanting to lick the vile medicine right off the other man’s face.
“Thank you,” Teukie breathed before letting himself fall heavily back onto the bed.
Eunhyuk couldn’t stop his eyes from zeroing in on the exposed skin of Teukie’s stomach. The pure milky skin almost begged for a hickey and Eunhyuk’s whole body ached in wanting to fulfill that task.
Eunhyuk felt dirty, so dirty. More dirty than if he was to secretly watch porn with his mother in the room. He knew it wasn’t normal to want to have sex with a sick person. But he didn’t blame himself, he blamed Teukie for looking as if he was out of it with bliss but he was just plain out of it.
Eunhyuk shakily extended an arm and pulled down the cotton tank top covering the delicious skin. He let out a sigh of relief and redirected his attention to the unconscious Kangin, this was going to be a long night.
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“Please just listen!” Kangin’s pleading voice was what awoke Eunhyuk the next morning. But even though he woke up he didn’t show it, he wanted to spy.
“Why should I? You and Heechul on the phone was proof enough.” Teukie replied angrily.
“We were just talking and I was just laughing. You have talked an laughed with other people since I started working on the musical haven’t you?” Kangin questioned. And so much more than that, Eunhyuk thought.
“Yeah but when I talked to you on the phone I was interested. Because I missed and loved you.” Teukie replied, Eunhyuk felt him shift slightly on the bed. At least there was the good news of Teukie feeling better.
“And you think I didn’t miss and love you? Do you know why I didn’t like talking to you on the phone. It made me miserable! Because all I could do was talk to you I couldn’t hold you, and oh trust me I wanted to. And you know Heechul and Kibum have got a thing going on ever since Hankyung and Siwon left. They have phone sex every night and every weekend Kibum would come visit to have sex in person.” Kangin tried to explain. Eunhyuk could hear the truth in Kangin’s words, but he slightly hoped the eldest man didn’t. “I love you.”
There was silence for a while, Teukie was considering everything very carefully as he tried to make a decision. “I love you too.” Eunhyuk felt the bed shift again, probably the two love birds hugging.
And for the first time since the phone call, Eunhyuk thought of Donghae. He thought of Donghae and how he wouldn’t be able to hold him like that for weeks. He now wished the younger man was home for him to hold and cuddle like Kangin and Teukie. Underneath the thoughts of Donghae lingered the question, will he get tempted to touch Teukie again now that they are both taken?
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sorry for bad grammar and etc..
pairings: Eunteuk, kangteuk, eunhae
rating: pg-13
disclaimer: i own no one and nothing.
“~I can’t stop missin’ you. Wish I was still with you,~” Eunhyuk groaned as he was awoken by his Trey Songz ringtone.
“Hello?” Eunhyuk yawned, a small crack sound filling the room as he stretched.
“…Hyukkie.” Donghae’s nervous voice began.
“Hae what do you want?” Eunhyuk replied coldly and much more awake.
“I..I don’t want to be on a break.” Donghae’s voice was barely above a whisper. “I can’t stand the idea of you being with someone else.” Eunhyuk’s chest tighten of flashes from the night before replayed in his head.
“T-Then why the hell did you say you wanted one? Thought you could get someone better?” Eunhyuk barked cruelly.
“No..I just thought you’d be lonely with me gone and this way you could seek out other people with out feeling guilty.”
“Jeez, Hae.” Eunhyuk cursed, running his fingers agitatedly through his hair. He felt as if he was drowning in guilt. What Teukie had said was right, the whole thing with Hae was a misunderstanding and now he has cheated and not cheated on his boyfriend all at the same time.
“Do you hate me?” Donghae questioned. Eunhyuk could picture the innocent expression that most likely was worn on his boyfriend’s face.
“You know I could never hate you. I love you.” Eunhyuk sighed.
“So… are we still together?”
“If you want to be..”
“Of course, that was my whole reason for calling..” Donghae smiled knowing his relationship was safe.
“Um Donghae, there is something I should tell you..”
“I’m sorry but can it wait until later? Henry has lost his violin bow.”
“Oh Ok.”
“Talk to you later, I love you. Bye.” Click. Donghae had hung up.
Eunhyuk fell backwards onto his bed, burying his head in his pillow for a moment. His plan to suffocate all the memories out of him didn’t seem to be working. He let out a slight groan before pushing himself back up.
He knew he should be happy that he had Donghae back but all he could do was worry about the fling he and the eldest member had getting out. And it would only take a few seconds for every member to know, Super Junior wasn’t very good with secrets, needless to say.
Eunhyuk exited his bedroom and decided to head to the kitchen, he knew it was an absurd hour and figured… well hoped no one would be awake. But of course he was wrong. Not one but two members were awake. He stood at the door deciding to listen to the conversation to see if it would be okay for him to interrupt them.
“I’m so sorry about this.” The eldest member spoke, his speech distorted by his stuffy nose.
“It’s no problem, I don’t mind hyung.” Ryeowook’s delicate voice replied, then some sounds of clanking dishes was heard. “But may I ask how you got so sick, you were perfectly fine yesterday.”
There was a long pause before Teukie finally spoke. “I don’t know. I think I might have caught the flu or something while out at a bar. You know those places aren’t really sanitary.” Eunhyuk couldn’t help but let out a sigh of relief when the older man didn’t mention their little outside activity.
“You hear something?” Teukie questioned.
Damn it, Eunhyuk cursed to himself but it was too late, Ryeowook was now staring at him in the hall.
“What are you up to Hyuk?”
Teukie straightened up as he heard the other’s name. He didn’t really want to see Eunhyuk right now it was too embarrassing considering how sick he got. Whose stupid idea was it to have sex in the rain anyway? Oh yeah… it was his own.
“Erm I was just coming to get a drink.” Eunhyuk replied stepping into the kitchen behind Ryeowook. He couldn’t help but let out a chuckle at the sight of his hyung. Teukie’s hair was mess and his nose was practically glowing red from trying to wipe it too much.
“Hey Teuk.” Eunhyuk tried to stay casual, tried not to picture the other man naked.
“Hey hyuk.” Teukie cursed his nasally voice.
“Couldn’t sleep?” Eunhyuk wondered, opening the fridge and pulling out strawberry syrup along with some milk.
“Couldn’t breathe,” Teukie replied miserably.
“Oh.” That’s not what Eunhyuk wanted to say he wanted to say sorry. Or make some joke about that was no different from earlier when Teukie was sweating and out of breathe but he figured that was mildly inappropriate.
Some loud pounding on the dorm’s front door caught the three members’ attention. “I wonder who is here around this time.” Ryeowook slowly moved out of the kitchen to answer the door, he half feared whoever was on the other side was going to rape and kill him along with the rest of his hyungs and dongsaengs.
Ryeowook’s hand shook slightly as he turned the door knob, he wasn’t ready to die. He still hadn’t had sex with Yesung. Once the door was fully opened Ryeowook only felt slightly relieved.
“Hyung what are you doing here?” Ryeowook questioned stepping back to let the other stagger drunkenly inside.
“Where is he?!” Kangin screamed thrashing his arms around, almost taking out the younger man with the tequila bottle he clutched.
“Shh shh, who?” Ryeowook motioned worried the sleeping members would soon awaken.
“Teukie! Oh Teukie! Come see your precious boyfriend. Oh no I mean EX-BOYFRIEND!” Kangin spat then brought the tequila bottle to his lips, Ryeowook heard a stool from the kitchen hit the ground before Teukie shuffled into the hall.
“What the hell are you doing? You’re gonna wake everybody up!” Teukie hissed.
“Oh well let them wake up!” Kangin hollered once more. “Let them see my finest performance! My only performance!”
“What do you mean?” Teukie questioned.
“I was fired from the musical! All because I was drunk!” Kangin stumbled slightly, grabbing the couch for some stability.
“Then It’s your own fault for being drunk.” Teukie said shortly.
“No it’s your fault! You heartless harlot! You stole my heart then shredded it like my dignity! Which asshole did you leave me for? Huh you slut?!” Kangin cried out in anger.
Teukie opened his mouth ready to protest but was topped by Kangin pushing past him.
“It was you wasn’t it Hyukjae!” Kangin grabbed the smaller man by the collar.
“I-I.” Eunhyuk gaped he was unsure of what to do, surprisingly the quietest member finally had something to say.
“Ya! Kangin, stop it! You are the one in the wrong here.” Ryeowook spoke sternly. Of course this was like a mouse telling a lion to back off.
“What? I’m in the wrong? I get mercilessly dumped and I’m in the wrong!” Kangin bellowed.
“Teukie didn’t cheat on you moron! You cheated on him with Heechul!” Ryeowook accused. Him and Teukie had a talk about it earlier.
“I did nothing of the sort!” Kangin cried out.
“H-hey you.. You guys,” Teukie’s faint voice was barely heard.
“Teuk what’s wrong?” Eunhyuk was the first to ask, as he took in the older man’s wobbly appearance.
“I~” The eldest hardly got out before crumpling to the floor.
“Teukie!” Kangin dropped his tequila bottle as he quickly rushed to his ex’s side. “Teukie!” Kangin scooped the smaller man into his arms, Ryeowook and Eunhyuk circled around.
“Is he alright?” Ryeowook questioned frantically.
Eunhyuk reached his hand out, caressing the older man’s heated face. “He has a fever!” He then quickly rushed to retrieve a wet wash cloth.
Kangin stood slowly, staggering slightly the incident made him sober up slightly but not enough.
“Be careful.” Ryeowook suggested walking beside Kangin, ready at any moment to catch the unconscious angel.
Luckily, however, Kangin was able to get the eldest into his bedroom and safely onto his bed. When Eunhyuk came in with a wash cloth, Ryeowook left to get a thermometer.
“How did he get so sick?” Kangin whispered his thumb unconsciously stroking Teukie’s face.
“I ahh… I don’t know..… why would I know?” Eunhyuk pulled at his collar feeling a sudden rise in his own body temperature.
Kangin ignored the odd boy and kept his blurry gaze on the man that began to stir. Teukie emitted some sort of whining noise as he tried to grab a nearby blanket.
“Baby you can’t you have a fever.” Kangin pulled the blanket out of his weak grasp.
“Ermmm~” Teukie whined his body squirming against the bed.
“Hey, Teukie open your mouth for me,” Ryeowook directed once he entered the room. He held the older man’s mouth open and inserted the thermometer and waited for it to beep. Once it did Ryeowook carefully removed it, “103.” He read aloud. “That’s not too bad we just need to keep him cool, I’ll go get some medicine and if it get s worse we’ll take him to the hospital.”
Eunhyuk couldn’t help but stare down at his sick elder. “I’m going to stay with him.” Eunhyuk decided. “Someone besides Kangin should stay with him, considering I think he just passed out.” Eunhyuk pointed to Kangin who rested half on and off the bed, light snoring sounds escaping him.
“Okay, I’ll go get the meds.”
“How could you be so foolish? If you were cold you should have told me.” Eunhyuk mumbled after Ryeowook left. “Was the sex even worth it?”
A chill coursed through Eunhyuk’s body, he knew the sex was worth it, that’s the reason whenever he closed his eyes all he could do was imagine touching the eldest’s skin one last time. All he could hear was Teukie’s whimpers and pleas for more, oh how he wanted to give him more. He wanted to take his tongue and…
“here ya go.” Ryeowook’s voice broke through his thoughts.
“Oh erm thank you.” Eunhyuk took the medicine before Ryeowook disappeared again. He set it on the wooden nightstand.
“Teuk, you’ve got to sit up.” Eunhyuk stood trying to reposition the sick man.
“Okay.” Teukie weakly held himself up.
“Open wide.” Eunhyuk instructed as he poured the medicine into Teukie’s mouth. A single drop began to run down Leeteuk’s thin chin, Eunhyuk felt his lips twitch from wanting to lick the vile medicine right off the other man’s face.
“Thank you,” Teukie breathed before letting himself fall heavily back onto the bed.
Eunhyuk couldn’t stop his eyes from zeroing in on the exposed skin of Teukie’s stomach. The pure milky skin almost begged for a hickey and Eunhyuk’s whole body ached in wanting to fulfill that task.
Eunhyuk felt dirty, so dirty. More dirty than if he was to secretly watch porn with his mother in the room. He knew it wasn’t normal to want to have sex with a sick person. But he didn’t blame himself, he blamed Teukie for looking as if he was out of it with bliss but he was just plain out of it.
Eunhyuk shakily extended an arm and pulled down the cotton tank top covering the delicious skin. He let out a sigh of relief and redirected his attention to the unconscious Kangin, this was going to be a long night.
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“Please just listen!” Kangin’s pleading voice was what awoke Eunhyuk the next morning. But even though he woke up he didn’t show it, he wanted to spy.
“Why should I? You and Heechul on the phone was proof enough.” Teukie replied angrily.
“We were just talking and I was just laughing. You have talked an laughed with other people since I started working on the musical haven’t you?” Kangin questioned. And so much more than that, Eunhyuk thought.
“Yeah but when I talked to you on the phone I was interested. Because I missed and loved you.” Teukie replied, Eunhyuk felt him shift slightly on the bed. At least there was the good news of Teukie feeling better.
“And you think I didn’t miss and love you? Do you know why I didn’t like talking to you on the phone. It made me miserable! Because all I could do was talk to you I couldn’t hold you, and oh trust me I wanted to. And you know Heechul and Kibum have got a thing going on ever since Hankyung and Siwon left. They have phone sex every night and every weekend Kibum would come visit to have sex in person.” Kangin tried to explain. Eunhyuk could hear the truth in Kangin’s words, but he slightly hoped the eldest man didn’t. “I love you.”
There was silence for a while, Teukie was considering everything very carefully as he tried to make a decision. “I love you too.” Eunhyuk felt the bed shift again, probably the two love birds hugging.
And for the first time since the phone call, Eunhyuk thought of Donghae. He thought of Donghae and how he wouldn’t be able to hold him like that for weeks. He now wished the younger man was home for him to hold and cuddle like Kangin and Teukie. Underneath the thoughts of Donghae lingered the question, will he get tempted to touch Teukie again now that they are both taken?
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sorry for bad grammar and etc..