Mar 22, 2007 09:44
Covererd in this rant:
-Extended Family
-Immediate Family
-DeviantArt
**About Exteneded Family**
When things start to come together they always seem to fall apart again. My mom was finally getting back to her happy, snappy, good old self again when... she/we find out my Aunt's cancer is terminal.
They can't operate cause its in her urethra and they can't take the part of her kidney that was corrupted either. She's going to be on some kind of kemo for the rest of her life...
How ever short that is. She's getting a break in August so we're going to try and get her ticket to come down for a visit so she can say her good-byes and stuff. I can't imagine what her two sons are going through, especially Victor.
I really need to call him later and check up on him.
**About Imediate Family**
Not only that but now with all the crap that's happening in our family, and we probably haven't even seen the worst of it to come yet, my mom is getting into one of those we need to be togetherrrr and spend quality time with each otherrrrr kind of moods. And my dad feels he's big boss once again cause he got a new job.
Yay. I applaude him. He only got out of his slump because I gave him a swift kick to the ass and told him to calm the fuck down and use his fucking brain. But lovingly of course *rolls eyes*
Give him an inch and he'll take the whole fucking mile. He's been getting on my nerves, knitpicking me on everything and telling me what to do (not like he didn't already but now he's gone into overdrive) because he now knows I don't think of him as worthless and care about him.
I should have just left him to wallow.
So you can see I'm not a happy camper right now to say the least. I need to get away from everything. School is like my only safe haven right now and I'm not to big a fan of class work.
Seriously.
I need to go on a trip one weekend, get as far away as I can from the people I more than 4 times a week, and just do something fun. Too bad there are no anime conventions going on right now that I can actually make it to.
**About DeviantArt**
I'm also thinking of deleting my DA account to. Going there just seems to piss me off for some reason. I need a break from that too. I guess I'll just post my new stuff on my site and sketch blog and just stay away from Deviant Art for a while until my blood stops boiling so much.
Or maybe it's just me. And my easily aggitated mind and my easily enraged self. Someone comments in a stupid way or makes what I think is a stupid statement (such as the obvious) and leaves nothing stating whether they liked or hated the drawing pisses me off to no end.
I mean if it's funny or attemtping to be funny or joking I can usually tell and it doesn't bother me so much. But come on.
So what if I make a bunch of Heroes OCs?
I like making them! If you can't stand to see so many go look at someone else's galley then! You cheat? What the fuck does that mean?! Explain yourself at the very least!
And don't be leaving requests for me to visit your gallery in the fucking comment! I've already stated note me!
NOTE ME YOU DUMBASSES! RAAAAAAAAH!
I have several watchers but hardly any of them comment or fave or aything. I think the only people who watch me or look at my art that actually give a damn about it are: Richard, Starblinx, Karibi, sebbythefreak (constructive crit and words of wisdom from time to time) and Tenchineko/Examdragon.
And like 2 others that fave a lot of my stuff and several other people ony friends list that are IRL friends and/or have known me on the web for a while now. I love those guys. I can understand not being able to look at everything but at least drop by once and a while to let me know your alive.
But I guess that might just be a little too much to ask for.