Nov 23, 2009 09:54
This is really weak of me to blame, but that bloody vacation ruined my writing. I had to spend over a week with no privacy and nowhere to go, so I had no time to do any writing, and in the week I've been home, I have not managed to force myself back into it. And where am I on my story? In the dreaded 6-To-8 Page Range whereupon almost ALL of my stories die because that is where I decide I hate them forever. So...NaNoWriMo might have worked, but vacation killed it. I think I'm going to redeclare my own personal National Novel Writing Month for a month where I DON'T go on vacation. So...either December of January. But this is all very unsettling to me, how I hate "The Range" and everything seems to die with ALARMING consistency.
I want to write more consistently. I want to write more consistently. I want to write more consistently. Yes, this. I will...enhance this. With...doing it. SOMEHOW.
Man, I miss 2008. 2008 was a great year. 2009 has been too roller coaster-y. Too many peaks and valleys; I did not appreciate it much. 2008 was pretty much a linear year that I enjoyed and felt really good about myself. I guess the good parts of 2009 were great, but they were accompanied by too much poop.
I am totally going to have more to say later tonight. I should get going to work. I need to sort out my head and spill the beans. Right now, I just need some people to Writing Motivate me. :)
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