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im writting again. today was interesting. finals were easy, spanish was a bit scary, but still i think ill do fine. tomorrow is easy finals, english and bio, but we dont have a bio final. Today was fucking weird. Im so happy with zach though. I cant get him out of my head. although he was a major dick to me the last time i talked to him today, but he has called me a record of 11 times in a row, and imed me 14, all of which i am avoiding because he was mean to me and i hate it. but still things are fine.
I cant wait until summer. its crazy, im so fucking excited its amazing. I keep thinking only 2 more days, then freedom. I know life is going to be outrageously fun for me over summer... and i just cant wait.
Hannah d and conor just came over.. weird. but fun i guess.
I need some ciggarettes, but id ont have any, so i guess ill stop complaining.
I'm yelling at zach as we speak. owel, im tired of him.
I miss you guys so much, its so sad to me. I cant get rachel l, rachel b, ashley, amanda, or suzanne out of my head. I find it crazy how much i think about you guys now.
ive been listening to this song that i was crying over last night.. it reminds me of you guys. download it, its "silverstien, hear me out" but here are the lyrcis.
"Hear Me Out"
When everyone has left me here,
I'll make it on my own,
Just wait and see.
Maybe if you came back down,
You'd see it happening to you,
Maybe you'd even care.
Hear me out,
I don't think you'll make it out.
Hear me out,
See the writing on the wall.
Burn your bridge and wear
Your heart out on your sleeve,
You know you won't fool me.
You made all these promises,
You broke all these promises to me.
Follow your heart this time.
Hear me out,
I don't think you'll make it out.
Hear me out,
See the writing on the wall.
Did you mean all those things you said?
(Said!)
Even when you said you'd never change.
Writing you letters you never read.
(Read!)
Waste my breath on paper!
When you reflect do you
Get that feeling like you used to?
And every time you run away,
I!
Know you still have memories.
Now that you've left,
Make me feel like I'm gone.
You did all these things I hated.
So hear me out,
I don't think you'll make it out.
Hear me out,
See the writing on the wall.
man oh man.. i hope summer is good.
Like. not the good i was expecting, but good in a different way.
not all parties and being drunk or stoned of being with my boy,
but being with you guys..
ahh, damnit. i ruined my happy mood.
I cant wait until summer. its crazy, im so fucking excited its amazing. I keep thinking only 2 more days, then freedom. I know life is going to be outrageously fun for me over summer... and i just cant wait.
Hannah d and conor just came over.. weird. but fun i guess.
I need some ciggarettes, but id ont have any, so i guess ill stop complaining.
I'm yelling at zach as we speak. owel, im tired of him.
I miss you guys so much, its so sad to me. I cant get rachel l, rachel b, ashley, amanda, or suzanne out of my head. I find it crazy how much i think about you guys now.
ive been listening to this song that i was crying over last night.. it reminds me of you guys. download it, its "silverstien, hear me out" but here are the lyrcis.
"Hear Me Out"
When everyone has left me here,
I'll make it on my own,
Just wait and see.
Maybe if you came back down,
You'd see it happening to you,
Maybe you'd even care.
Hear me out,
I don't think you'll make it out.
Hear me out,
See the writing on the wall.
Burn your bridge and wear
Your heart out on your sleeve,
You know you won't fool me.
You made all these promises,
You broke all these promises to me.
Follow your heart this time.
Hear me out,
I don't think you'll make it out.
Hear me out,
See the writing on the wall.
Did you mean all those things you said?
(Said!)
Even when you said you'd never change.
Writing you letters you never read.
(Read!)
Waste my breath on paper!
When you reflect do you
Get that feeling like you used to?
And every time you run away,
I!
Know you still have memories.
Now that you've left,
Make me feel like I'm gone.
You did all these things I hated.
So hear me out,
I don't think you'll make it out.
Hear me out,
See the writing on the wall.
man oh man.. i hope summer is good.
Like. not the good i was expecting, but good in a different way.
not all parties and being drunk or stoned of being with my boy,
but being with you guys..
ahh, damnit. i ruined my happy mood.