Help
today was a horrible day i just want you to dig me a hole and bury me in it...nothing went well today...im having mixed feelings about everything going on around me...I REALLY NEED A HUG RIGHT NOW...i got depressing news today too...all i have to say is thanks for helping me paige;)...i can always count on you...ok thats probably gonna be the only happy thing in here...well i dont know whats going on here b/w me and some ppl///not meaning theres some love relationship...just on whats going on here...they said something last nite over icq on how much they "cared" but then today happened...i just dont know what to think...all i have to say is you think your life sucks and look at you your the luckiest person in the world...im trying to move on but i just cant anymore...O and amber: im glad to see my advice is helping someone cause it obviously doesnt work on me...
"I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all..."
Yesterday wasnt too bad...-canoe trip-driving range...well it was ok but kara white and amber wimer flipped our canoe...~:( haha it was funny tho...then they got stuck on a rock and we had to pull them off...we could have so easily gotten paybacks...haha...well then to the driving range and i cant golf so i sat back most of the time...hahahahahahahaha...im still a pro at it...then i gave anna like a thousand questions...haha...
I need advice:
*My heart tells me to hold on, but my brain says to let go...What should I do?
*Should I act happy when I'm really terribly sad?Should I stop covering it up when im sad or jealous?
*Should I talk to this person whos hurting me on the inside?
Just leave all this crap in my comments
Well food is ready! So im gonna try to start being happy from now on...ill probably tty(a)l
"I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all..."
Yesterday wasnt too bad...-canoe trip-driving range...well it was ok but kara white and amber wimer flipped our canoe...~:( haha it was funny tho...then they got stuck on a rock and we had to pull them off...we could have so easily gotten paybacks...haha...well then to the driving range and i cant golf so i sat back most of the time...hahahahahahahaha...im still a pro at it...then i gave anna like a thousand questions...haha...
I need advice:
*My heart tells me to hold on, but my brain says to let go...What should I do?
*Should I act happy when I'm really terribly sad?Should I stop covering it up when im sad or jealous?
*Should I talk to this person whos hurting me on the inside?
Just leave all this crap in my comments
Well food is ready! So im gonna try to start being happy from now on...ill probably tty(a)l