Party
Well i just got home from Carlys suprise party and it was ok but I'm just not happy with how it went///nothing ever goes my way because I always want my way///Well anyways thank you to Katie Marci and Daelyn for planning all that...I've learned many things from all this
~April does not like "mom jeans"
~Carlys mom makes good cake
~never scream at the neighbors...OR MOON THEM (Toby)
hahahahahaha no really:
*Learn to Let Go and dont try to hold on when "she" isnt reaching out to help...
*Learn to just be patient...if God wanted something to happen he would do it
*Learn to move on...I thought this girl really did like me but after tonight im lead to believ otherwise
*Things never work out so I need to give up and just let everything pass by
*If your going to fall in love, love a girl that loves you back
*If i ever want to love again...i need to move on
*if your aiming for the stars, stop and take a break along the way....
Now i dont want to have to live by any of this but i just dont feel that she even cares which hurt but i need to remember "$h*t happens" i once told her that and evidentally it worked for her because shes living in a dream...shes high in the sky above everyone else...and shes too stubborn to come back down...i need to move on but i just cant theres just so much and i cant handle it anymore im such a wreck anymore...im just sad...i guess life goes on...hopefully...i told her that too...well i just want you to know i love you and ill leave you on this note: -I DON'T MIND SPENDING EVERY DAY, OUT ON YOU CORNER IN THE POURING RAIN, LOOK FOR THE GIRL WITH THE BROKEN SMILE, ASK HER IF SHE WANTS TO STAY A WHILE, YES SHE WILL BE LOVED, SHE WILL BE LOVED...-